well its been quite awhile since my last update
not sure exactly why
dont really care why

its about -26 degrees here
somewhat cold i think

working on some new ideas for my site
playing with CSS and frames and forms
just experimenting

speaking of experiments
ive devised one that i hope works out rather well
if you read this i would ask of you that you email me five to ten questions
five to ten personal philosophical religious whatever questions
anything
i will answer every question asked reserving the right to ignore one question per question set
meaning if "joe" were to send me six questions i would only have to answer five of them if i decided that i dint want to answer all six
ill wait for questions for three days to one week
then i will answer all the questions asked of me and post the questions and answers on my site
i will not include the name and email of the person asking the question unless otherwise requested
i think this will be a fun experience
i hope
ask me anything
email questions here if you cant click on that to email me just email the to this adress
f00dstamp@prontomail.com
and please dont be assholes and send me five questions, each one saying "have you ever stuck your hand up your butt" or the like
yes i will keep my word and answer the questions, but you would learn nothing from it

that girl is still hot
but not for me i do believe

amy comes back on the twenty-third
im excited
i havent seen her in a long time now

do you have the time my friend

out of this silence something may rise

i rather like that madonna song
the one aobut the dj and his music

i have found that i go through each day with no real reason for doing so
now im not saying that im contemplating suicide
im not that stupid
i just have no real reason to exist
not sure how i came to that conclusion but i did

i recently had someone say something to me that really meant alot to me
i shall post it here until she says that i can not do so
"you dont suck. youre too important to suck. too important in other people's lives." that really made me feel good
im pretty sure that she is one of those people that she mentioned
i dont know who the other people are though
that truely is a wonderful thing for someone to say of another
i thank you for that

well im eager to hear from people with their questions and such so ill popst this now
nothing much more to say also