1. What is your personal favorite song to listen to while making out?

2. What accomplishment are you most proud of in life?

3. What is your least proud moment in life?

4. What about your life do you hate, and why?

5. What is your favorite quote, and why?

ab_barore@hotmail.com answers my questions:

1. Deftones - Change.

2. I have three that tie; Marrying the love of my life, Having the most beautiful girl in the world, and completing bootcamp.

3. When i stole money out of my Mom's purse when I was little.

4. I don't.

5. Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

Questions from ab_barore@hotmail.com

1. What would happen if no one had ever lied?
If no one had ever lied, I believe that we would still be living, nude, in the garden of Eden.

2. What advice did your parents give you that you still follow?
My father once told me a story. It went as such (with some literate stretching of the fingers by my self.) When I was your age I had a bunch of friends. These were my best friends in the whole of the entire world. I would have done anything for them. One summer, my family and I went on a Family Vacation. While we were gone, my friends decided that it would be a good idea to break into my house and empty out our large jars of change. An egg fight in the kitchen, and surrounding evirons felt necessary as well. That was some of my fathers story. Given that story and my own experiences with people, I tend to not lay too much trust in friends, any of them. I'm not entirely sure if that counts as advice given that I follow.

3. What is the one personal attribute that you are most proud of?
My sense of humor, and the ability to blow most anything off. I think it really helps in some situations, but it also is my downfall in other situations as I come across as a push-over

4. Who is your personal hero and why?
At this very moment I will say that my friend Auger is my personal hero. He has accomplished what I would like to accomplish, a successful job, a beautiful wife, a wonderful child and a life of his own. All things I hope to have some day.

5. If you could visit any place in the world, where would you go and why?
At this exact moment I would visit Vancouver, Washington. I would go there to visit my friend Liz, whom I feel I've gotten rather close to these past few months.

6. If you could meet and have dinner with someone you admire and don't know, who would it be?
I thought on this question for two days, and I was unable to come up with a satisfactory answer. There is no one that I really desire to dine with, unless romantic possibilities existed. Then I'd have to rethink my whole answer.

7. What is the biggest mistake you've faced, and what did you learn from it?
The biggest mistake I have made, of my many, was probably not doing well in school. I am very capable of what I did not do, I just had no desire. I regret it now. Who knows how i could have excelled academically if I had attempted so.

8. Who is your best friend? What would they say about the kind of friend you are?
Matthew is probably the person that I consider my best friend right now. What he would say about me is up to him, but he'd probably mention the fact that I'm blunt.

9. Why do people care so much about what others think?
You know, I've never really understood that. It's got something to do with insecurities and misplaced ideals I think. Needless to say, it affects me to a degree also.

10. Why does everything taste like chicken?
Because you went through bootcamp.

Bonus. I have four tubes each 29mm in diameter, what diameter tube whould i need to fit all four tubes snugly inside?
I believe the answer to be ~82 mm in diameter.

losair@attbi.com answers my questions:
Your questions...
1. Bite of God by Die Form

2. My first published poem...

3. Eating rat poison...

4. Ummm... My indecisiveness I suppose...

5. Insecurity is no excuse for conformity... or ... If i bite you and you bleed, can I lick it?!?!

Questions from losair@attbi.com

1. Why do people always have to have someone to hate??
Without hate, most people's lives would not be any fun. Without hate where would we be left after a traumatic breakup? Without someone to hate what would the murderers turn to instead of their namesake? That aside, I'm not sure why everyone has to have someone to hate. Rather meaningless, hating all the time. Hate is a much more powerful word than most of us seem to think. I don't hate anyone. Truthfully. At times there are people that I don't particularly care for, but I get over it. 2. If I had testicles would you still fancy me? - Hypothetical of course... :)!
I, for lack of a more correct way of putting it, would still fancy you. I haven't come to fancy you because of your lack of testicles.


excel_a_ckam@hotmail.com answers my questions:
To answer the questions in which you ask us all to answer:

1. I suppose that my answer would have to be nothing at all, simply because of the fact that if (and most likely when) something goes wrong with the one you are with, that song would remind you of that person every time you heard it. That, to me is not worth the pain (or simple memory) that it would bring (most of the time).

2. Being a young kid compared to most that would answer this question, I don't believe I have experienced a dramatic moment that I am most proud of yet. But, to answer the question up to date, I would have to say I am most proud of the way that I have realized what I have been doing to myself this past year, and had the strength to not just see it, but try to fix it as well. I'd have to say I am a better person today than I was even when I met you.

3. The way I acted when Andrew and I broke up. I could not have been a more immature, selfish person if I tried.

4. To make no offense to you, I think that this question alone incinuates something internally iniquitous with you. To ask someone so bluntly what is wrong with your life, would mean only that you have problems with yours. I hope I said that without sounding horrible. However, my problem lies with my dad. He and I don't get along, and I know one day I will really regret the times we have been so horrible to one another.

5. "In the bright of day, it might seem like the stars are gone. They never leave, they come back when the sun moves on." NFG, "The Goodbye Song." Why? My favorite band speaking a blatant truth; to see past the moment and into the future.

Questions from excel_a_ckam@hotmail.com

My questions for you: Although I feel that our pseudo-relationship was simply that, why did you "pursue" me or take an interest in me in the first place?
To go back to the first moment, I saw you in Software and thought you were cute. After that, when I began to get to know you, I discovered something that interested me.

A question I have been wanting answered for a while, is what do you honestly feel you are like? I've heard stories of you from high school, and seen you at a time when all you wanted was that pseudo-relationship-thing, so who (especially in relation to relationships) are you?
Who am I? I am the worst person to ask that question. I hate analyzing myself and will go to great lengths to avoid having to do so. Who am I? I'm a smart ass. I'm insensitive, I'll say whatever comes to mind with no heed to what the effects might be. I've a low self-esteem and never take pride in what I do. I make dumb decisions about my life and can't even follow through on them. I've held 9 jobs since I turned 16. I don't see a future for myself, good or bad.

How would you describe yourself?
Not tall, not short. Won't stand out in a crowd.

What is YOUR biggest failure, and why is it such?
My biggesty failure is probably not applying myself in school. I failed at school because I didn't take it seriously. I hung out with people that influenced that decision, but it was my mistake.

What would you say is your biggest fear in life; what are you most afraid of as far as your future goes?
The lack of future that I have. My biggest fear is ending up a nobody.

What one loss (and I don't mean a person or item, I mean a moral or goal or aspiration or feeling) have you lost that you want back the most?
I can not come up with an adequate answer for this question, sorry.

alon2002@yahoo.com answers my questions:

1.You listen to music while making out? .. maybe i was deprived.. or maybe i just wasnt paying attention

2. I graduated .. good enough for me.

3. erm.. I'm a goodie girl what thing could i do wrong.. oh i kinda picked up smoking that sucks? especially since i hate it uh huh.

4. I hate my family's lack of money. So many people dont try and get so much.. i try and get shit.

5 "in 3 words i can sum up everything ive learned about life; it goes on" - Robert Frost .. hmm my favorite because.. it's so true :D

Questions from alon2002@yahoo.com:

1. My question: How big is your penis.. erect and placid :D
Well, I suppose if your lucky you may find out. :P

Luke Boettcher answers my questions:

1. What is your personal favorite song to listen to while making out?
If it's just kissing and touching I like to listen to "Dashboard
Confessional" (the places you have come to fear the most) is the cds
name.

2. What accomplishment are you most proud of in life?
dont have one, yet

3. What is your least proud moment in life?
dont have one, yet

4. What about your life do you hate, and why?
My mom hating me for being born

5. What is your favorite quote, and why?
"Life is for living, you have plenty of time to regret when your died."
I like that quote becuase i made it and it's the truth. Live today
becuase tomorrow is just a dream.
And I also like "Life is like a dick, when it gets hard, FUCK IT!"

Luke Boettcher didn't provide any questions to ask of me.

xshegoesboomx@hotmail.com answers my questions:

1. I don't really have one; I rarely enjoy making out. I am more of a cuddle
person. But if I had to choose...It would be "I'll Be" by Edwin M'Cain
(spelling?)

2. I am proud that I have been able to overcome all the things that I have.
Drug addiction, cutting, and a supposed mental illness. I have been to hell
and back and it would be easier for me to have stayed there. But I didn't.
Thanks to my parents and myself I turned my life around

3. The fact that I used to have a drug addiction, the fact that I used to be a
cutter. I am not proud of my past.

4. I hate where I live; I hate the fact that I feel so limited in that I do.
Maybe it’s the state I live in, or maybe it’s just me. I feel like I am
suffocating and if I don't get out of this state right away, right when I am
18 that I will never get out. I don't have any friends here, and I don't get
along with my family very well. I want to move somewhere else, anywhere else
and start over.

5. "Love like you have never been hurt, and dance like no one is
watching"--unknown. I love that quote and I try to live by it. It's my
favorite because that is how I want to live my life. I am striving to get to
the point where I can live like that.

Questions from xshegoesboomx@hotmail.com:

Question for you:
If you could get away with anything on they world (legal or not) but you
couldn't tell a soul, what would you do and why?
What would be the point in answering here, if I couldn't tell a soul? Umm...  I'm not sure what I would do. Taking a life is something I've always been curious about. But I'm not sure thats what I would do.