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"Ok, I think everything is perfect" Brian said to himself as he finsihed preparing his surprise for Caitlyn, a candlelit dinner. "Only one problem he reminded himself: Leighanne" he said. "You can do it Brian" he convinced himself as he dialed his girlfriend's phone number.

"Hello" Leighanne said as she picked up the phone.

"Hi" Brian responded emotionless

"Hey sweetie" she said cheerfully as soon as she realized who it was. "Hows the tour?" she asked

"Fine" Brian said

"Good, I miss you so much" she said

Brian's heart broke. He loved Leighanne, but Caitlyn drove him crazy. Leighanne had been his support and the reason behind his smile for so long that he couldnt bear to see her sad. However, there was something about Caitlyn he couldnt do without and he didnt quite know what it was, but he wanted her so bad. "Um, Leighanne, I have to go, bye" he said in a hurry

"Bye" she said, sounding hurt that he had to go so quickly

"What am I going to do" Brian thought to himself. I need more time he finally decided as he left to prepare for the show that night.

After the show...

"Brian, can I talk to you?" Caitlyn asked

"Sure" he said, pulling her into the privacy of his room. "Whats up?" he asked

"I love you" she blurted out. "I mean, I cant stop thinking about you. But I need to know how you feel about me so I dont waste my time chasing a hopeless dream." she said in one breath

"I love you too" Brian said as he grabbed her in his arms. "I want you so bad" he said trembling

"I..I want you too" she said, forgeting all about her morals of right and wrong. Brian began to unbutton her shirt as he kissed her like she had never been kissed before. She kissed him back forgetting everything that had gone wrong in her life. She took his shirt off. His skin felt so soft and warm against hers. Brian lost all self control as he picked her up in his arms and carried her to the bed. He gently placed her on the bed and unfastened the back of her skirt, which soon landed on the floor. This was too good to be true Caitlyn thought as he kissed her up and down her body. She moaned quietly. It felt so good. All of a sudden Caitlyn remembered he had a girlfriend. She gathered every bit of strength inside of herself and screamed "Wait"

Brian looked shocked, but continued to kiss her. He couldnt stop.

"Stop Brian" she continued

"What, did I do something wrong?" Brian asked, wondering why she wanted to stop all of a sudden

"You have a girlfriend, and I dont play these games" she said trying to get up as he grabbed her.

"Wait" he called, not wanting to stop now at any cause since she had gotten him all into it. "I broke up with her" he said as he kissed her on the lips to quiet her.

"You did?" she asked to make sure she heard him correctly

"Yeah" he said in between kisses

"Then in that case" she said as she turned over and lay him on the bed. A sexy smile came over her face as she unbuttoned his pants and pulled them off in ahurry. "My turn" she added as her kisses strayed from his mouth to the top of his boxers. Brian moaned as she removed his boxers and began to pleasure him in ways that he could never have imagined. When she finished he smiled and pulled her close. He removed her bra and underwear as he forced himself on top of her. He couldnt control himself anymore. He slipped a finger inside of her. "Oh Brian" she said softly. She sighed as he entered her body.

The next morning...

What have I done? Brian asked himself as he looked at Caitlyn who was still sleeping. I lied to her and now I have to break up with Leighanne. Ok, tomorrow after the show he promised himself as he drifted into a deep deep sleep.

Meanwhile...

"Jennifer, are you ready yet?" Nick asked as he stood outside her door.

"I'm almost packed" she told him

"The bus leaves in 10 minutes" he reminded her

"Ok thank you, but I got the picture the first 20 times you told me" she joked

"Funny" Nick replied sarcastically

"I thought so" she laughed. He shot her a look. "Ok, I'm done, I'm done" she said as he came over and grabbed her bags

They headed downstairs where everyone but Brian and Caitlyn were waiting.

"See, we arent the last ones down" she said, smiling at Nick who glared at her. They both started laughing at their childish playfulness.

"Where are they" James demanded

"I dont know, I havnt seen Caitlyn since the show." Jennifer replied

"We cant be late, you have an interview in New York tomorrow and we cant be late. We have to drive through the night to make it on time" James said sounding worried

"I have an idea" Howie suggested, sensing the tension

"What is it?" James asked, desperate for anything to get Jennifer there on time

"Why dont we take Jenn on our bus and you guys can relax here until we find them." Howie suggested

"Well, lets wait til Sarah gets down from checking their rooms" James said, "but if not, can we do that?"

"Yeah!" Nick said enthusiatically. He didnt like not being able to see her all that time

"They arent answering the door or they arent in there" Sarah said as she made her way towards them

"Ok, this isnt funny" James said.

"Relax Mr Epson, she'll come with us" AJ said as he grabbed Jennifer and took her outside.

"AJ, come back with her" Nick demanded

"She's our princess" AJ joked, "And you had her bags already, so I got her" he said laughing at Nick who was trying to grab all the bags and catch up with AJ

James sighed as he told Jennifer he would call her as soon as he figured out where Brian and Caitlyn were.

They all boarded the bus. "Do you have an extra bunk?" Jennifer asked as she tried to figure out where to put her little bag.

"It wouldnt matter if we did or not because your staying with me" Nick laughed

"In that little thing?" she said laughing, "We'd get stuck"

"Let me think, getting stuck in a tiny little space with the most beautiful girl in the world, whats the problem?" he said laughing

"No way Nick" Jennifer added. "If I have to stay with someone I'm staying in AJ's bunk because hes skinnier" she joked

"Hey" Nick yelled

"Thanks Nicky" AJ said as he gave her five.

"I'm really worried about Brian" Kevin said as he interupted their teasing

"I'm sure they're ok" Howie assured Kevin

"I hope so" he said as he headed towards his bunk

"Me too" they all replied in unison