blind Are you ready? This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide You don't know the chances. What if I should die? A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances. I'm so blind Another place I find to escape the pain inside You don't know the chances. What if I should die? A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances. I'm so blind Deeper and deeper and deeper as I journey to Live a life that seems to be a lost reality That can never find a way to reach. My inner selfesteem is low. How deep can I go in the ground that I lay? If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind. This time I look to see what's between the lines I can see, I can see, I'm going blind... I'm blind ball tongue There you are alone With no hope of ever having something to be proud of Something earned without begging Yes, I know you're a person, A person close to me Who do you think you are? What more do you want from me? Ball Tongue -You got the dykes off, I think they'll mind me Ball Tongue -The rag I'm on, we are justified Ball Tongue -Congrats you just fucked up my make-up and shit Ball Tongue -What have you done for me? Why are you at home buried in your own self pity? Why do you insist on living the life clean out of me? Yes, I know you're the person, the person that took time with me Does it give you the right to expect your life revolves around me? Ball Tongue -You have come to take from your buddy Ball Tongue -You have never been so funky Ball Tongue -The higgle got sick of me Ball Tongue -Ahh, the dick is fine for the day Ball Tongue -Your brother took it from me Ball Tongue -Unidetified enemy Ball Tongue -Come fucking back to save us and gave up Ball Tongue -They've come to deliver me You were my brother, Where does our friendship end? (repeated) I'm not going to give in How can you fuck'n doubt me, but not again (repeated) Ball Tongue -They've driven right by my friends Ball Tongue -They've taken the take above me Ball Tongue -You're a psycho monkey Ball Tongue -They've come to enslave me Ball Tongue -They've jacken themselves onto me Ball Tongue -Your fuck'n gangster signs Ball Tongue -They've come not to save them, but they take Ball Tongue -Fuck'n death to fuck'n me You're a psychopath Ball Tongue -Berome died at the technodrome Ball Tongue -You're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped, but who was it? Ball Tongue -It dosen't of the rhythm of the damn monger Ball Tongue -Can I die? Can I die? Ball Tongue -And then, the man kept kick'n me Ball Tongue -Ino the morgue, they go Ball Tongue -He wasn't dead, and then they knocked him on the head Ball Tongue -No more, he's rid of you. You're a Dyke need to I, I am confused, fighting myself Wanting to give in, needing your help Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fine (fucked) Can you see it in me? Skin cold from touch Each day confronted with what I have done You pull me closer, I push you away You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain I hate you Why are you taken? I love you I feel so helpless Why is it you? ripping my insides each time I'm with you why do I try? why do I really need to? Why? Fuck you, bitch Need to... fuck... slut clown Anger inside builds within my body Why'd you hit me? What have I done? You tried to hit me Try and hit me again, if you like Throw your hate at me with all your might Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder then me What's with you boy? Think hard. A tatooed body to hide who you are Scared to be honest, be yourself A cowardly man I don't run around trying to be what's not within me Look into my eyes, I am free You're just a wanna-be Chorus To come out Hit me clown, because I'm not from your town, now hit me clown Clown you ain't shit. Turn around and get your face split. I'm just too fucking little (3x) I'm just a fucking mental (4x divine I hide only to defy you Take away the only love inside you I see your face through everyone Inside I've just begun You think I'm out to scare you I'm only out to prepare you For when you stop and turn around Your body's going down You're gonna waste your time, Your life will soon be mine, You're definitely one of a kind, and You're suffering 'cause of me, it's divine Tell me why you never liked me Tell me wht it is you fight me Pull down and wait for the perfect time to take what is rightfully mine You think they're dumb to defy me You said you don't want to defy me You wait, you don't want anyone Oh well... Chorus You know what, Fuck you I'm fed up with you I'm not as good as you Fuck no, I'm better than you Chorus Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game You try to see what you got Me ripping at your brain faget Him Here I am different in this normal world Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads I am ugly. Please just go away Him I can see inside you fine This blessing in disguise Him Why do you treat me this way? Made the hurt stay I sound like I can never seem to escape All the laughing, all the pain If you were me, what would you do? Nothing, probaly. You'd just throw me away Chorus Here I am different in this normal world Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads I am ugly. Please just go away Chorus Faget I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it It keeps going on day after day, son you fake, and if we don't want none I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday Who gives a fuck? Right now I got something to say To all the people that think I'm strange I should be out of here locked up in a cage You don't know what the hell is up now anyway You got this pretty-boy feeling like I'm enslaved To a world that never appreciated shit You can suck my dick and fucking like it He had my gun but he had to find the money any say He had my gun but he had to find the money anyway He had my gun but he had to find the money don't wanna say He had my gun but he had to find the money anyway He had my gun but he had to find the money any say He had my gun but he had to find the money going away He had my gun but he had to find the money don't wanna say He had my gun but he had to find the money don't anyway I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world All my life, who am I? I'm just a faget Faget I'm a faget Faget I'm not a faget What am I? Faget You mother fucking queers shoots&ladders Ring around the rosies Pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head Into my childhood they're spoonfed Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real Look at the pages that cause all this evil One, two, buckle my shoe Three, four, shut the door Five, six, pick up sticks Seven, eight, lay them straight London bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down London bridge is falling down, my fair lady Chorus Nick nack paddy wack, give a dog a bone This old man came rolling home Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow (Baa baa black sheep have you any wool) Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow (Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full) Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow (Baa baa black sheep have you any wool) Mary had a little lamb (Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full) Ring around the rosies Pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down Chorus Nick nack paddy wack, give a dog a bone predictable I can, in every way Mistake the pain I feel inside It comes to me Evil thoughts is creeping through my mind Who are you to say That I can't speak what's on my mind? It runs away It's so predictable I can, in every way, feel the stress that tangles up inside Too blind to see, emptiness and sorrow of their lives You run away To the cover of their pointless ties You ask me It's so predictable I'm gonna try I'm gonna die I'm gonna try Another day Silence overwhelms my mind Who is to say If I have the time, oh why Should I pray For all the hate to go away Another day I can never break free You wait for me I call out to you Another day I'll live forever Should I? I'm gonna try I'm gonna die I'm gonna try Fuck I'm gonna try, Should I? (Fuck) I'm gonna die, Should I? I'm gonna try, Should I? (Fuck) I'm gonna try fake I can't stand the sight of you I can't stand what you put me through Your life's a lie, that you hide Is it that terrible being you inside? I can't stand, oh the thought of you I can't stand all the things you do What do you try to justify? You were just too scared to be you inside Let it all go Look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be I can't stand what you put me through I can't stand even the thought of you Your secret lies that you hide Is it that terrible being you inside? Let it all go Look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be You try so hard to be wanted False emotions tells you fronted I think being a person relies on one thing, Be yourself, let you come through You're too afraid to really be (Be yourself, let you come through) Someone who isn't false, who dosen't care to be (Be yourself, let you come through) Fake Fake, you'll regret it, you'll regret it Let it all go lies I would like to search inside For all of the things that you will hide What's the problem? Can't you seem to Search through these problems that haunt and taunt you I smile, while you're afraid Your run, while you're so in pain Do you ever see from outside your fears Thinking about your life Thinking about your inner fears I would like to search inside For all of the things that you will hide What's the problem? Can't you seem to open your body and let me touch you Do you ever see from outside your fears Thinking about your life Thinking about your inner fears I want you to see the life you have disguised The world of things that hurt you Kept all these useless lies I want you to fear, fill you on up inside Once I took you in, I'll throw you out next time I tried, you win My life is ripping your heart out and destroying my pain Go Do you ever see from outside your fears Thinking about your life Thinking about your inner fears helmet in the bush I keep asking, what's your lie? It is disturbing This isn't mine (Why) Days keep passing A lot of time (Me) I don't feel right Please God let me sleep tonight Everyday confronted circumvents giving in I just wanna know why Don't give it up Don't hit my stick I keep asking Well, again, please try It is haunting This takes my mind (Why) Days keep passing Line after line (Me) I don't feel right Please God let me sleep tonight, die tonight, die tonight, die tonight Everyday confronted circumvents giving in I just wanna know why Don't give it up Don't hit my stick Please God Please God Please God help me Please God free me Please God save me From my painful situation Please God don't let me slip in tonight, please God Oh, please God don't let me chip in tonight, please God Oh, please God don't let me slip in tonight, don't let me die Please God don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die daddy Mother please forgive me I just had to get out all my pain and suffering Now that I am done, remember I will always love you I'm your son Little child, looking so pretty Come out and play, I'll be your daddy Innocent child, looking so sweet Rape in my eyes and on your flesh I'll eat You've raped I feel dirty It hurt As a child Tied down That's a good boy And fucked Your own child I scream No one hears me It hurt I'm not a liar My God Saw you watching Mommy why? Your own child It's alright I didn't touch you there Mama said she didn't care I didn't touch you there That's why mama stopped and stared I fucking hate you Mother fucker Mother Fucker, I fucking hate you, Fuck You You son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life I wanted to die I'm sick of it, mother fucker . . . oh oh Why'd you fuck'n do it to me? I Hate You I Fuck'n Hate You I Hate You Why? I Hate You