Life as a nightmare

Build me up and shut me down

You call for me but I’m not around

When you’re sick of living life

don’t turn to me you’ve lost your right

God forgives so I should too

But there’s lots of things that I should do

And loving you ain’t at the top of my list

I remember your face and wonder why I’m missing you

Don’t bother calling I’ve shut off the phone

You’ll never have what you should not own

I hope I never hear your voice

I’d forget about you if I had the choice

Wanting more and expecting less

I watched this thing and couldn’t rest

It wouldn’t have ended if you didn’t insist

I remember what you did and wonder why I’m missing you

I just wish for once I had the upper hand

That I’d get what I deserve

So now I’m going home I have no better plan

There is nothing more to learn. . .

Keep to yourself keep me in chains

You threw away the key and now nothing remains

All I wanted was to get it straight

But you had never been loved so you couldn’t relate

I never thought I’d be so far gone

That I’d waste all my life just pondering on

Life as a nightmare and all of this

I try to forget and wonder why I’m missing you