I Choose
Look at me I'm fallin'
Off of a cliff now
I can still hear my mama yelling No No No
But the words mean nothing
Can't catch up to me now
And the view is so beautiful
All the way down
When I was a little boy
Suckin' juice from a bottle
Believing my perceptions were oh so real
But I don't know nothing
Still knowing nothing
Was just enough for me to know the way I feel
This is life
What a fucked up thing we do
What a nightmare come true
Or a playground if we choose
And I choose
Look at me I'm swollen
Like a banana fish now
I'm never gonna make it out of my hole
But I keep on laughing
Doesn't really matter
There's dozens of reasons for explaining my soul
When I was a teenager
Suckin' booze with the Vatos
Discussing who was gonna live to be 21
They said they wouldn't make it
They didn't make it
We're all naked when the day is said and done
This is life
What a fucked up thing we do
What a nightmare come true
Or a playground if we choose
And I choose
Don't know who made this all come true
But now while you're here
You just gotta do what you gotta do
Now if I wasn't such a weenie
Do you think you'd still love me
Pretending I'm an airplane on the living
Room floor
But like a lovely generator
You stand right by me
And if words were wisdom I'd be talking
Even more
So I keep on falling
As I'm looking back above me
Watching as my mama just becomes a little dot
Now I'm like DeNiro
I'm amarillo
And I'll never know when I hit the ground
Maybe in another life
I could find you there
Pulled away before your time
I can't deal it's so unfair
And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
The world has grown cold
Now that you've gone away
Leaving flowers on your grave
Show that I still care
But black roses and Hail Mary's
Can't bring back what's taken from me
I reach to the sky
And call out your name
And if I could trade
I would
And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it stings
Yeah it stings now
The world is so cold
Now that you've gone away
On the way
Trying to get where I'd like to say
I'm always feeling steered away
By someone trying to tell me
What to say and do
I don't want it
I gotta go find my own way
I gotta go make my own mistakes
Sorry man for feeling
Feeling the way I do
On yeah, Oh yeah
Open wide and they'll shove in
Their meaning of life
Oh yeah, Oh yeah
But not for me I'll do it on my own
Oh yeah, Oh yeah
Open wide and swallow their meaning of life
I can't make it work your way
Thanks but no thanks
By the way
I know your path has been tried and so
It may seem like the way to go
Me, I'd rather be found
Trying something new
And the bottom line
In all of this seems to say
There's no right and wrong way
Sorry if I don't feel like
Living the way you do
Until the break of dawn
Life, Life, cannot go by the letter
Time, Time, Prozac can make it better
Noise, Noise, any kind will do
Can you feel it slip away, when it's all on
you
Crime, crime, rockin' like Janet Reno
Time Time, 18 and life in Chino
Freud, Freud all along it's true
Well you'll see there comes a day catches up to
you
Knock down the walls -
It's alive in you
Knock down the place -
You're alone it's true
Knock down the world -
It's alive in you
You gotta keep your head up through it all
You're gonna
Bust out on it - Original Prankster
Break out yeah -
Original yeah
Bust out on it -
Original Prankster
You never stop now, stop now
That's what the main men say
You can do it!
You know it smells like shit, goddamn
Tag team the double header
Son of Sam fire always makes it better
Navigate with style and aplomb
Cause wherever you're at that's the tip you's
on
Lies lies says he's down in the Bahamas
Tries tries bangin' little hoochie mamas
No way, none of this is true
Well he'll see there comes a day when the joke's
on you yeah
Hey!
You can do it!
Dime, Dime, so good to see ya
Nine, nine don't want to be ya
Crime, crime fine sensimilla
She's Got Issues
I'm seeing this girl and she just might be out of
her mind
Well she's got baggage and it's all the emotional
kind
She talks about closure and that validation bit
I don't mean to be insensitive, but I really hate
that shit
Oh man she's got issues
And I'm gonna pay
She thinks she's the victim
Yeah
Now I know she'll feel abandoned
If I don't stay over late
And I know she's afraid to commit
But it's only our second date
Oh man she's got issues
And I'm gonna pay
She thinks she's the victim
But she takes it all out on me
I don't know why you're messed up
I don't know why your whole life is a chore
Just do me a favor
And check your baggage at the door
Now she talks about her ex nonstop, but I don't
mind
But when she calls out his name in bed
That's where I draw the line
You told me a hundred times how your father left
and he's gone
But I wish you wouldn't call me daddy
When we're gettin' it on
Oh man she's got issues
And I'm gonna pay
She's playing the victim
And taking it all out on me
My god she's got issues
And I'm gonna pay
If you think I'm controlling
Then why do you follow me around
If you're not co-dependent
Then why do you let others drag you down
I don't know why you're messed up
I don't know why your whole life is a chore
Just do me a favor
And check your baggage at the door
If you could only read my mind
You would know that things between us ain't right
I know your arms are open wide
But you're a little on the straight side I can't
lie
Your one vice
Is you're too nice
Come around now
Can't you see
I want you
All tattooed
I want you bad
Complete me
Mistreat me
I want you to be bad
If you could only read my mind
You would know that I've been waiting so long
For someone almost just like you
But with attitude, I'm waiting
So come on
Get out of clothestime
Grow out those highlights
Come around now can't you see
I want you
In a vinyl suit
I want you bad
Complicated
X-Rated
I want you bad
Dont get me wrong
I know you're only being good
But that's what's wrong
I guess I just misunderstood
I want you
All tattooed
I want you bad
Complicated
X-Rated
I want you bad
I mean it
I need it
I want you bad
When we were young the future was so bright
The old neighborhood was so alive
And every kid on the whole damn street
Was gonna make it big and not be beat
Now the neighborhood's cracked and torn
The kids are grown up but their lives are worn
How can one little street
Swallow so many lives
Chances thrown
Nothing's free
Longing for what used to be
Still it's hard
Hard to see
Fragile lives, shattered dreams
Jamie had a chance, well she really did
Instead she dropped out and had a couple of kids
Mark still lives at home cause he's got no job
He just plays guitar and smokes a lot of pot
Jay committed suicide
Brandon OD'd and died
What the hell is going on
The cruelest dream, reality
My friend's got a girlfriend
Man he hates that bitch
He tells me every day
He says "man I really gotta lose my chick
In the worst kind of way"
She sits on her ass
He works his hands to the bone
To give her money every payday
But she wants more dinero just to stay at home
Well my friend
You gotta say
I won't pay, I won't pay ya, no way
Why don't you get a job
Say no way, say no way, no way
Why don't you get a job
I guess all his money, well it isn't enough
To keep her bill collectors at bay
I guess all his money, well it isn't enough
Cause that girl's got expensive taste
I won't pay, I won't pay ya, no way
Why don't you get a job
Say no way, say no way, no way
Why don't you get a job?
Well I guess it ain't easy doing nothing at all
But hey man free rides just don't come along
every day
Let me tell you about my other friend now
My friend's got a boyfriend, man she hates that
dick
She tells me every day
He wants more dinero just to stay at home
Well my friend
You gotta say
I'm getting edgy all the time
There's someone around me just a step behind
It's kinda scary the shape I'm in
The walls are shakin' and they're closin' in
Too fast or a bit too slow
I'm paranoid of people and it's startin' to show
There's one guy that I can't shake
Over my shoulder is a big mistake
CHORUS
Sitting on the bed or lying wide awake
There's demons in my head and it's more than I
can take
I think I'm on a roll but I think it's kinda weak
Sayin' all I know is I gotta get away from me
I tell you somethin' just ain't right
My head's all loose but my shoes are tight
Avoiding my friends cause they all bug
Life is like a riddle and I'm really stumped
I just wanna be who I wanna be
Your own pre-occupation is where you'll go
I think I'm being followed, I look around
It's only my shadow creepin' on the ground
CHORUS
Gotta get away from me
Gotta get away from me
CHORUS