Self Infliction

When I was younger...maybe ten or eleven years old, I use to cut little stars in my skin. Maybe I thought that I would never get close enough to touch the stars so I made some of my own...right in my hands. So SI was addicting for me back then. I would take the blades out of my mom's razor...I stole my dad's wood carving razor and I neven used needles. Just so I could carve these shapes into my skin. I've never really told anyone, it never came to my mind though. I wasn't the only one either. I was young, I didn't care. Self Injury isn't an attempt of suicide.

SI- defined as harming one's body with out the thought of suicide. It can be from cutting, burning, bruising, scratching, biting, etc. The methods vary for each different person.

The reason I put this here is so that people who are involved with SI won't think they're alone. It's support, and something everyone should understand.

to be this young i'm oh so scared i wanna live, i wanna love but it's a long hard road, out of hell... you never said forever, could ever hurt like this.

.slit our wrists, and send us to heaven.
marilyn manson

so sorry mother, so sorry now
I'm soaked in blood here
I can't get out
::veruca salt::

Nine Inch Nails *hurt*