Friendly stalker...oxymoron? I don't know why people take thing's so seriously from other people..when they don't even know each other personally. Stalker on aol...yep, that's comical. This one specific person may think it's hilarious that he's been catigorized as the "stalker"...but he doesn't see it as a joke. I do. It's just the way people take things. I apologized to this person before but it just flies over his head. He automatically thinks I talk about him when I mention the word "stalker" so maybe he puts it on himself? I dunno...Who the hell am I talking about? Absolutely nobody..anymore. I can't even joke around anymore...whether it's a bad joke or not it's always got to be fucked up. I shouldn't even be putting this rant up because it's ridiculous but it's the only way to make a point to a specific person. People who take everything way to seriously piss me off. Where's your damn sense of humor? Ah, ok you're choking on it. So spit it up and stop being so anal about everything.
Anyway, Easter Sunday I went to a family "get together" of course...that's what I do every big holiday. I hate it actually. I only go to see the people in my family that I actually like and go get stoned somewhere. 90% of my family are god loving freaks. I'm not saying it's a bad thing but throwing it in my face isn't fucking cool. So what, I'm not a religious person. I don't know shit about the Bible and I don't care what color jesus is. My aunt told me that I'm going to hell. I wouldn't be surprised if I did...but how can I go to a place that I don't believe in? I don't know what the hell I believe and right now, I really don't care. I don't think one person should have the right to rule over everyone and punish them how he/she/it thinks they should be punished. If there is a god, he/she isn't doing a very good job.
Mudvayne was on M2 the other day and my mom was bitching about how they looked like "devil worshipers". I just laughed at her and said "damn mom I didn't know wearing make-up made you a devil worshiper. Maybe you should go wash your face". I don't think she was pissed off by me saying that but I got a kick out of it. Hmm...I don't think heaven would be so great. Preppy looking angels floating around, no sex, no drugs, no alcohol, no metal? That would suck.