After our getting to know you type discussion in the car I was happy to be set free on the dance floor with a guy I already assumed to be gentle. I smiled and casually led him to the floor. It was a swing place where I taught him the fox trot out of boredom, in the beginning by the end, I felt like a little nifty from the fifties. It was an incredible evening. We didn't talk much anymore unless it was about dancing and since we both had previous background in it we were slamming. Dancing was what I did every Saturday for two reasons. It is great at relieving stress and you can lose weight at the same time. And no matter how skinny I got, you can always afford to lose weight.
But tonight, like all nights I went out, had its own surprise in store. I was actually anticipating fucking this guy. Somehow he got me horny. Somehow I was becoming real into anything having to do with him. I knew it was only one night but I didn't want to send off the wrong vibes and then have to explain to him that I would like to be left alone. I finally concluded that I would verbally acknowledge the causality in this. But what words can describe it. I finally let that go too and hoped for the best.
"Hey Brian," I said catching his attention. We were in the middle of a slow dance but he was looking around the room.
"Yeah." He replied.
"Let's Go!" I suddenly exclaimed and ran out of his arms to the car. He followed as if it were a race. He looked at me as if I was crazy and laughed. I smiled. I loved being silly, although I rarely had the time to be anymore. I wondered how he brought that out in me.
Once inside the car to prevent awkward silences and to keep myself from falling asleep out of boredom, I sang as loud as I could to whatever song was on whether I knew it or not.
"I'm a Bitch, I'm a lover, I'm a child, I'm a lover, I'm a sinner, I'm a saint, I do not feel ashamed." I bellowed out. He laughed and changed the song on purpose. So I began to sing that too.
"All My Ex's live in Texas, and Texas is the place I would love to be…" I began before he again changed it, it was becoming a game.
"Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play, all my troubles seemed far away, oh I believe in Yesterday. Suddenly, I am not half the man I used to be…" I sang. He then took the liberty to again change the station.
"Will the real slim shady please stand up, please stand up…." I yelled, until he performed his task again.
"Dream lover come rescue me, take me up, take me down, take me anywhere you want me baby, I need you so desperately will you please come around cause I want to share forever with YOU!" I screamed as he shut off the car. Apparently we were now at his house. I smiled in anticipation of the oncoming events. He leaned over and kissed me on the cheek. I was hoping he wouldn't be as slow or as sweet all night. Not because it was bad but because I was becoming attached, that was not supposed to happen.
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