(back to present time)
As much as I hated to recall that at this period of time it reminded me of how good it felt to be around her. She was a free spirit and sometimes strange but I loved her, or did. I’m not sure how I feel now which doesn’t help. Before I could continue my thoughts she rejoined me on the bed.
My nose immediately reacted to her scent, it was so alluring. I wasn’t sure why I hadn’t noticed it before it may be I just wanted her more now. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
We were finally ready to talk. I know it seemed odd but I wanted the candles lit for this and frankly I didn’t care. I liked them and they made it more peaceful and if we were going to be true to ourselves by talking we might as well be comfortable.
“ So Brian, are we going to start the conversation soon or should we wait?” I asked kind of sarcastically.
“Sorry my mind was occupied, we can talk now.” he said.
“I understand that we need to talk but what about, what am I supposed to say?” I asked, he exhaled deeply before starting.
“We need to know how we feel about each other and what we are going to do about those feelings. I realize we are both in serious relationships right now and were reacquainted about hours ago but if I’m not mistaken what we had then seems to be catching up with us.” He explained. It made what I was supposed to say clearer but how was I going to put it into words.