“Sure.” I finally said and smiled. It wasn’t that I didn’t like him but I was afraid love then and now I understood why. (recollection ends)
I learned a lot about love form Brian. But I knew I loved Matt. What if I gave up my life with my husband and it didn’t work out with Bri? I couldn’t cause Matt such pain. But what about Brian? I admit I missed him but if we got together it wouldn’t be the same. How could it be the same? We both changed emotionally. I loved what we had but only in a perfect world would it work out and my husband and children be unaffected. I couldn’t do this to them. It would be wrong. It would be so wrong I couldn’t ever possibly forgive myself if I let it happen.
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