I could tell it was tearing her apart in the car. I wondered if she did actually get to sleep. The decision wasn’t easy for me either. I did love Amers. But I knew I still loved my Baby Pie. But did that mean end it with Amy and we have another shot?
As much as I wanted to say yes the answer was no. I love Amy now and I couldn’t ask Baby Pie to give up her family to rekindle an old flame. That would be wrong. She deserves the best but I can’t be the one to give it to her, not anymore. I’m sure she would understand. Or at least accept it. If she really wanted to leave Matt she would have done it already.
When Amy cam home that night I was almost asleep and pretended I was. I am glad it worked. I couldn’t possibly put any of this into words, not even for Nick.
I decided I would call her tomorrow and tell her my decision. Putting off would be useless and even more painful.
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