“I want to help, whatever could leave you in such turmoil now.” he asked.
“You can’t help me. It’s my decision and I don’t even know if my choices are valid.” I said. It was hard not to tell him everything. He pulled me into a hug, how I loved to be in his arms. They were so comforting but in this situation they would be my downfall. It made my spur of the moment decision clearer. I wanted him, no matter what. It couldn’t hurt the kids if they didn’t know and it couldn’t hurt Matt if he didn’t know. The only thing I didn’t know was whether or not he had everything on the line too, or if it was even a line for him. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
It was almost as if she was mine again. I held her in my arms hoping she was all right. I yearned for her, she was my desire. I had forgotten about her over the years as I did the feelings I had for her but in the small amount of time I’ve been back here with her they came flooding back.
“Brian?” she asked removing her head form my shoulder and looking at me.
“Baby Pie…” I said out of pure habit. Her face brightened up and she slowly kissed it began slow and rhythmic but became passionate as if we were still young lovers in love. But realizing about the same time that in fact we were not, we pulled away.
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