(Melody’s POV)
Lately I have felt alone. There is nothing worse than that. Brian and Harmony made me feel great during our chats but sometimes I would be all alone in this house and that was hard for me to get used to, still missing Daddy and all. I was growing bonds with the rest of the Backstreet Boys but nothing came close to the friendship I shared with Brian. Harmony and AJ were falling into love, I could fell it and I was happy for them since they were both excellent people. The disturbing thing to me was my friendship with Leighanne was only still there because of the wedding. She was a sweet, friendly, and beautiful woman but she was too materialistic for me. I knew that our friendship was more of an acquaintance type deal with me assisting her in her wedding, nothing deeper. It took me a while to realize not all friendships were magical although I wanted them to be. Growing up here I had missed that part in the world. Brian though I was being too harsh but he lived in reality where you had to recognize all the damnation and lies. I was still in my Father’s world. The home of Music. Only magical things happened here. Yes, bad things happened, we would express it then move on. Music let you move on, it also took you back it was a powerful thing that I was just beginning to understand completely. Harmony thought the same. That was what was holding us back from a career in music. We would eventually get one but right now we were afraid that not being used to being on guard would prove harmful and we would not let anything come between us and the music we were going to make.
(AJ’s POV)
I was definitely in love with Harmony. There was no doubt left. We shared something wonderful. It had passed the level Bri and Leigh had that made us jealous not too long ago. Although I am sure that level has dropped a little. It was most likely time but they were not the same towards each other. They were just too used to it I guess. Either way around Harmony it didn’t matter, I loved Brian like a brother but he could take care of himself. So many nights I would visit harmony in the darkness in night and we would just tour the grounds and gardens. It seemed to grow more beautiful each day as if nurturing itself in the love around it. As if it was inspired by love, then love being inspired by it would grow too, a never-ending cycle creating happiness. But I knew too much to live in the world of magic surrounding the House Of Music. Life was hard sometimes and I was prepared for that. But I wasn’t sure if Harmony or her sister were ready for that world that was why I was glad they were waiting to pursue careers. The magic was great and as long as they were here and it was nurtured it would amaze the world. Not that they wouldn’t when the time came. (Email Hannah:Bonesbabygirl@hotmail.com and feel free to email me too!)
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