“I had to give it up sometime. I’d been with J.C. a year. I mean with women throwing themselves at him all year long and him waiting, I’m proud of him.” Em explained to her best friend Hannah.
“So, how was your first sexual experience?” Hannah asked. She slid into laying position on the couch. Em shifted in the lazy boy chair across from her.
“Short.” Em bluntly shared. Hannah burst into a fit of laughter.
“Em! Your killing me!” She exclaimed.
“Seriously, it was stupid. It made me wonder what the big deal about sex was.” Em explained.
“Oh sweetheart, there are ways to fix that. Just spice it up a bit. From all you’ve shared before, I know you know how to be kinky.” Hannah shared. Em sighed.
“Uh-Oh, do you regret it?” Hannah asked.
“Well, I always thought I’d wait until marriage. And maybe if I did, It would have been better.” Em thought aloud.
“Em, do you love him?” Hannah asked, getting serious. She leaned towards her room mate and friend of 12 years.
“I thought I did. But now, I am not sure. I mean I’ve known him a year. But how much of that year was he with me. He went on tour, recorded an album and has shows to do all the time. He’s fun most of the time and I trust him but I’m just not attracted to him. And I know I don’t want to spend the rest of my life with him…Holy Shit, I made a huge mistake.” Em blabbered.
“I’m not saying you have to be with him any longer than a month. But since you finally did give up your dear virginity, live a little with it. Learn how to make him happy. So when you do meet the right guy-you know exactly what your doing.” Hannah advised with a small smile. Em’s face brightened up.
“That’s so bad!” She exclaimed smiling again too.
“Go on girl. Go to his house. Don’t waste time. Your week off is almost up.” Hannah reminded.
“Oh Hannah. Thanks. Love ya babes.” Em shouted before driving off to her current boyfriend, J.C. Chasez’s house.
~ONE MONTH LATER~
“J.C., I’m sorry. It just wasn’t meant to be.” Em explained.
“Your such a bitch!” He shouted. They were sitting in his living room.
“Why? Because I didn’t wait 20 years to tell you this isn’t what I want?” She asked getting defensive.
“Is it the fans?” He asked suddenly.
“I can deal with the fans. Most of them know me as your sister anyway. I just can’t get close to you if your never around. And I can’t spend anymore time with you knowing that. I’m sorry. It’s over.” Em explained before heading out his front door, getting in her white station wagon and driving home to her house with Hannah.