(Three Years later)
On and on and on and on
I think of you since you've been gone
And every night b4 I wake
dream of days gone by to mend my heartbreak
*****
The sun still shines
The moon still glows
cant someone tell me where did my love go
the world still turns
I still believe
she's somewhere out there lookin down on me
*****
We were so happy baby
I'm missin you like crazy
You were the one I visualize right
by my side forever
Josh sighed as he read through his lines. Savage Garden came on the radio and tears coursed down Josh's cheeks as he sang along.
Do you hear our favorite song
Tears fall as I sing along
I son't know if I can make it
Without you my heart's still aching
*****
I meant what I said
When I told you that I love you
for all time
Years have gone by
But I'm still as much in love as I was that night
The tears never seemed to stop falling as Josh looked at the pictures Sarah has taken of Kat in her wedding dress. Josh had buried Kat in that dress, and his heart ached when he thought about the wedding that never happened.
Stare at your picture lately
My future's getting hazy
I hear the wind call out your name
making me remember
that night you drove away
Wish I had just one more day
I don't know if I can make it
Without you my heart is breaking
"How are you holding up?" Sarah asked. Josh gestured toward the pictures, new tears falling down his cheeks.
"I look at these pictures and I think about how we never got to have our wedding. I feel so angry, because it wasn't her time to go. And every day I wake up, wishing I had just one more day with her."
On and on and on and on I
think of you since you've been gone
and every night before I wake
dream of days gone by that make my heart break
Josh watched the rain from his living room window. The water splattered against the glass, then ran in rivulets, pooled and collected on the outside sill bfore running off the edges and into the shrubbery. His insides felt as liquid as the rain.
I know the rain still falls
I know the sun still shines
I know that there'd still be better days
If you were still mine
Josh went around the house and collected all of Kat's belongings. He lovingly packed them away and put them in his closet. He was alone-yet, surrounded by all of Kat's belongings, it had seemed-just for a moment-that Kat had been there too. Josh looked out the window, spotting the sun trying to peek through the clouds, and he knew it would be all right.
"Goodbye Kat."
~~~END~~~
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