Chapter 1

I woke up two hours later. I walked to my window and opened up the curtain. I looked outside and behind the gate I saw about 50 to 60 fans just standing out there crying. They had signs that said, “ We miss you Nick” and “ come back Nick”. I heard the screams again and tears came to my eyes as I closed the curtain. I wiped the tears on my checks away and sat down on the bed. I walk down the stairs and sat down on the couch. I turned on the TV and there on the came a special report. There I was on TV with the reporter saying I had left the group. I changed the channel to ESPN. I sat there and stared at the screen trying to figure out what I would do now that I wasn’t in the limelight of fame anymore. I decided I’d go to college and play on the basketball team like I always dreamed of. I wonder how the guys were. There probably still pissed at me for leaving but there the ones who gave me the options. I looked around. I missed being with the guys and singing. Did I really make a big mistake this time? No I didn’t cause if the guys didn’t care if I left, well then I didn’t care. I picked up the phone and started to dial the numbers. I realized I dialed Brian’s cell phone number when I heard his voice. I hung up quickly. I knew he wouldn’t talk to me. I lay back on the couch and watched the rest of the basketball game.

Chapter 2
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