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Blind

Are you ready?!!

This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide You don't know the chances. What if I should die? A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!Blind,Blind

Another place I find to escape the pain inside You don't know the chances. What if I should die? A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!Blind,Blind

Deeper and deeper and deeper as I journey to Live a life that seems to be a lost reality That can never find a way to reach. My inner selfesteem is low. How deep can I go in the ground that I lay? If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind. This time I look to see what's between the lines!!

I can see, I can see, I'm going blind... X13

I'm blindX4

Ball Tongue

There you are alone With no hope of ever having something to be proud of Something earned without begging Yes, I know you're a person, A person close to me Who do you think you are? What more do you want from me?

Ball Tongue

-You got the dykes off, I think they'll mind me

Ball Tongue

-The rag I'm on, we are justified

Ball Tongue

-Congrats you just fucked up my make-up and shit

Ball Tongue

-What have you done for me?

Why are you at home buried in your own self pity? Why do you insist on living the life clean out of me? Yes, I know you're the person, the person that took time with me Does it give you the right to expect your life revolves around me?

Ball Tongue

-You have come to take from your buddy

Ball Tongue

-You have never been so funky

Ball Tongue

-The higgle got sick of me

Ball Tongue

-Ahh, the dick is fine for the day

Ball Tongue

-Your brother took it from me

Ball Tongue

-Unidetified enemy

Ball Tongue

-Come fucking back to save us and gave up

Ball Tongue

-They've come to deliver me

You were my brother, Where does our friendship end? (repeated)

I'm not going to give in

You were my brother, Where does our friendship end? (repeated)

I'm not going to give in

How can you fuck'n doubt me, but not again (repeated)

Ball Tongue

-They've driven right by my friends

Ball Tongue

-They've taken the take above me

Ball Tongue

-You're a psycho monkey

Ball Tongue

-They've come to enslave me

Ball Tongue

-They've jacken themselves onto me

Ball Tongue

-Your fuck'n gangster signs

Ball Tongue

-They've come not to save them, but they take

Ball Tongue

-Fuck'n death to fuck'n me

You're a psychopath(repeated)

Ball Tongue

-Berome died at the technodrome

Ball Tongue

-You're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped, but who was it?

Ball Tongue

-It dosen't of the rhythm of the damn monger

Ball Tongue

-Can I die? Can I die?

Ball Tongue

-And then, the man kept kick'n me

Ball Tongue

-Ino the morgue, they go

Ball Tongue

-He wasn't dead, and then they knocked him on the head

Ball Tongue

-No more, he's rid of you.

You're a Dyke

Need To

I, I am confused, fighting myself Wanting to give in, needing your help Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fine (fucked)

Can you see it in me? Skin cold from touch Each day confronted with what I have done You pull me closer, I push you away You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain

I hate you! Why are you taken? I love you! I feel so helpless Why is it you?! ripping my insides each time I'm with you why do I try? why do I really need to? Why?!!X4

Fuck you, bitch

Need toX3... fuck...X4

I hate you! Why are you taken? I love you! I feel so helpless Why is it you?! ripping my insides each time I'm with you why do I try? why do I fucking need to?

Fuck X7 SLUT

Clown

Anger inside builds within my body Why'd you hit me? What have I done? You tried to hit me

Try and hit me again, if you like Throw your hate at me with all your might Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder then me What's with you boy? Think hard. A tatooed body to hide who you are Scared to be honest, be yourself A cowardly man

I don't run around trying to be what's not within me Look into my eyes, I am free You're just a wanna-be!

Chorus

To come out

Hit me clown, because I'm not from your town, now hit me clown X4

Clown you ain't shit. Turn around and get your face split. X4

chorus

I'm just too fucking little (3x)

I'm just a fucking mental (4x)

Divine

I hide only to defy you Take away the only love inside you I see your face through everyone Inside I've just begun! You think I'm out to scare you I'm only out to prepare you For when you stop and turn around Your body's going down

You're gonna waste your time, Your life will soon be mine, You're definitely one of a kind, and You're suffering 'cause of me, it's divine

Tell me why you never liked me Tell me what it is you fight me Pull down and wait for the perfect time to take what is rightfully mine! You think they're dumb to defy me You said you don't want to defy me You wait, you don't want anyone Oh well...

Chorus

You know what, Fuck you I'm fed up with you I'm not as good as you Fuck no, I'm better than you X8

your,your,your,

Chorus

Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game You try to see what you got Me ripping at your brain

Faget

HIM!

Here I am different in this normal world Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads I am ugly. Please just go away

I can see inside you fine This blessing in disguise Him Why do you treat me this way? Made the hurt stay

I sound like I can never seem to escape All the laughing, all the pain If you were me, what would you do? Nothing, probaly. You'd just throw me away

Chorus

FAGET,FAGET,FAGET!

Here I am different in this normal world Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads I am ugly. Please just go away

Chorus

Faget

I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it It keeps going on day after day, son you fake, and if we don't want none I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday Who gives a fuck? Right now I got something to say To all the people that think I'm strange I should be out of here locked up in a cage You don't know what the hell is up now anyway You got this pretty-boy feeling like I'm enslaved To a world that never appreciated shit You can suck my dick and fucking like it!!

He had my gun but he had to find the money any say, He had my gun but he had to find the money anyway, He had my gun but he had to find the money don't wanna say, He had my gun but he had to find the money anyway, He had my gun but he had to find the money any say, He had my gun but he had to find the money going away, He had my gun but he had to find the money don't wanna say, He had my gun but he had to find the money don't anyway,

I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world X2

All my life, who am I? X12

I'm just a faget (Faget) X3 I'm a faget (Faget) I'm not a faget (What am I?) (Faget)4 You mother fucking queers!

Shoots and Ladders

Ring around the rosies Pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down X2

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head Into my childhood they're spoonfed Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real Look at the pages that cause all this evil

One, two, buckle my shoe Three, four, shut the door Five, six, pick up sticks Seven, eight, lay them straight

London bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down London bridge is falling down, my fair lady

Chorus

Nick nack paddy wack, give a dog a bone This old man came rolling home X5

Nick nack paddy wack, give a dog a bone This old man came Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow

Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow (Baa baa black sheep have you any wool) Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow (Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full) Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow (Baa baa black sheep have you any wool) Mary had a little lamb!! (Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full) X2

Ring around the rosies Pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down X2

Chorus

Nick nack paddy wack, give a dog a bone X4

Predictable

GO!

I can, in every way Mistake the pain I feel inside It comes to me Evil thoughts is creeping through my mind Who are you to say That I can't speak what's on my mind? It runs away It's so predictable

I can, in every way, feel the stress that tangles up inside Too blind to see, emptiness and sorrow of their lives You run away To the cover of their pointless ties You ask me It's so predictable

I'm gonna try! I'm gonna die ! I'm gonna try !

Another day Silence overwhelms my mind Who is to say If I have the time, oh why Should I pray For all the hate to go away Another day I can never break free You wait for me! I call out to you! Another day ! I'll live forever!

Should I?

I'm gonna try! I'm gonna die ! I'm gonna try !

Fuck I'm gonna try, Should I? I'm gonna try, Should I? (FUCK) I'm gonna try, Should I? I'm gonna try, Should I? (FUCK) I'm gonna die

I'm gonna try

Fake

I can't stand the sight of you I can't stand what you put me through Your life's a lie, that you hide Is it that terrible being you inside? I can't stand, oh the thought of you I can't stand all the things you do What do you try to justify? You were just too scared to be you inside

Let! it all go X4

Look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be X2

I can't stand what you put me through I can't stand even the thought of you Your secret lies that you hide Is it that terrible being you inside?

Let it all go! X4

Look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be X4

You try so hard to be wanted False emotions tells you fronted I think being a person relies on one thing, Be yourself, let you come through You're too afraid to really be (Be yourself, let you come through) Someone who isn't false, who dosen't care to be (Be yourself, let you come through)You're too afraid to really be (Be yourself, let you come through) Someone who isn't false, who dosen't care to be (Be yourself, let you come through)

Fake X4

Fake, you'll regret it, you'll regret it X8

Let! it all go X9

Lies

I would like to search inside For all of the things that you will hide What's the problem? Can't you seem to Search through these problems that haunt and taunt you I smile, while you're afraid Your run, while you're so in pain

Do you ever see from outside your fears Thinking about your life Thinking about your inner fears X2

I would like to search inside For all of the things that you will hide What's the problem? Can't you seem to open your body and let me touch you

Do you ever see from outside your fears Thinking about your life Thinking about your inner fears!! X2

I want you to see the life you have disguised The world of things that hurt you Kept all these useless lies I want you to fear, fill you on up inside Once I took you in, I'll throw you out next time I tried, you win My life is ripping your heart out and destroying my pain Go!!

Do you ever see from outside your fears Thinking about your life Thinking about your inner fears!!! X

Helmet in the Bush

'ello, esta Caco et eres Caco Well, you know, you fuck'n call me the Caco, okay?

I keep asking, what's your lie? It is disturbing This isn't mine (Why) Days keep passing A lot of time (Me) I don't feel right Please God let me sleep tonight

Everyday confronted circumvents giving in I just wanna know why

Don't give it up Don't hit my stick X4

I keep asking Well, again, please try It is haunting This takes my mind (Why) Days keep passing Line after line (Me) I don't feel right Please God let me die tonight, die tonight, die tonight, die tonight

Everyday confronted circumvents giving in I just wanna know why

Don't give it up Don't hit my stick X4

Please God, Please God, Please God help me, Please God free me, Please God save me, From my painful situation X2

Please God help me! Please God free me! Please God save me! From my painful situation! X

Please God don't let me slip in tonight, please God Oh, please God don't let me chip in tonight, please God Oh, please God don't let me slip in tonight, don't let me die Please God don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die

Daddy

Mother please forgive me I just had to get out all my pain and suffering Now that I am done, remember I will always love you I'm your son

Little child, looking so pretty Come out and play, I'll be your daddy Innocent child, looking so sweet Rape in my eyes and on your flesh I'll eat

You've raped! I feel dirty, It hurt! As a child, Tied down! That's a good boy, And fucked! Your own child, I scream! No one hears me, It hurt! I'm not a liar, My God! Saw you watching, Mommy why?! Your own child

Little child, looking so pretty Come out and play, I'll be your daddy

You've raped! I feel dirty, It hurt! As a child, Tied down! That's a good boy, And fucked! Your own child, I scream! No one hears me, It hurt! I'm not a liar, My God! Saw you watching, Mommy why?!

It's alright

you've raped, i feel dirty, it hurt, as a child, tied down, thats a good boy, and fucked, ur own child, i skream, noone hears me, it hurt, as a child, tied down, noone hears me, and raped, ur own child, i skream, noone hears me, it hurt, as a child, tied down, thats a good boy, and fucked, ur own child, i skream, noone hears me, it hurt, as a child, tied down, noone hears me, mommie y? ur own child

I didn't touch you there Mama said she didn't care I didn't touch you there That's why mama stopped and stared

Little child, lookin so sweet,rape in my eyes,and on ur flesh ill eat

You've raped! I feel dirty, It hurt! As a child, Tied down! That's a good boy, And fucked! Your own child, I scream! No one hears me, It hurt! I'm not a liar, My God! Saw you watching, Mommy why?! ur own child

You've raped! I feel dirty, It hurt! im not a liar, my god! saw u watching, daddie y? ur own child, I skream! noone hears me, it hurt! im not a liar, my god! saw u watching, mommie y? ur own child, You've raped! i feel dirty, It hurt! im not a liar, my god! saw u watching, mommie y? ur own child, I scream! No one hears me, It hurt! I'm not a liar, My God! Saw you watching, Mommy why?!!

(KRYING)

I fucking hate you Mother fucker Mother Fucker, I fucking hate you, Fuck You You son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life I wanted to die I'm sick of it, mother fucker . . . oh oh Why'd you fuck'n do it to me? I Hate You I Fuck'n Hate You I Hate You Why? I Hate You