Corey has been hard at work trying to come up with some creative new lyrics. Much of what is listed below is unfinished and/or has no music to it. This is what you could call "poetry" then. Some are slow and deep in feelings, others are angry with mean swearing. It's just that mood-change. Please enjoy.
Title: "Hide the Pain" (Former Mechanoreceptor)
In this world.
Life, can be. A trampoline.
We live in hell, burning me.
Flames are red, to dark for me.
So alone, did you know?
Flush it out, can't let go__why?!
(Chorus) It's my life, you try to put me down.
All the people, around, are the ones I don't want!
And the pressures they are brown, kind of like my life is now.
I wanna see your face when I fucking take you down!
Me-chanoreceptor.
Too much pressure. Pop to me.
Pain to see. You make me sick.
One, two, three. In my head.
Grass was green. Now is dead.
Just like me. Please let it be.
(Chorus)
Why? (hide the pain, hide the pain) Do I (hide the pain, hide
the pain)
When I (hide the pain, hide the pain) Hating you! (hide the pain, hide the pain)
It's the few! (hide the pain, hide the pain) That are true! (hide the pain hide
the pain)
Fuck you! (hide the pain hide the pain) Still hate you (hide the pain hide the
pain)
Fuck you! (hide the pain hide the pain) Pressures from you (hide the pain hide
the pain)
Alone! (hide the pain hide the pain) the walls will break (hide the pain!!!!!!)
(Chorus)
I am half the man I used to be.
It's bright out but dark in me.
If you could have seen, half a chance to me.
Alone in this I be, you all weren't what I see.
How to see the light again.
Must bring in the booze and sins.
Half a chance to a broken man.
One by one they will understand.
In this! World you've worn out.
Treat us! That you'll never do.
Respect! All that we do.
Try us! Kill ourselves for you.
And we do it for you. Let us enjoy it.
Everything that we do. Nobody is there.
Want to give in to you. Don't make me quit it.
No one respecting us. But it's for you few!
Title: "Respect"
Really gotta wonder why.
Everyone is not around.
Simple treatment to that.
Partake in your fucking game.
Each and every other day.
Cannot keep living this way.
Tomorrow won't be the same.
Respect! Inject! half gap-o-lact. Where you at?
How could you love me.
You didn't even know me, yet you act like we were.
How do I hurt you?
You let all these thoughts come, you did it all on your own
(Chorus) Well I'm sorry, so sorry for you.
I don't have to like you, don't have to want to be with you.
You're not ugly, you are ugly to me.
I'm much better than you, just go cry to someone else.
I'm better than you!
Yes I like to taunt.
Ripping you apart, ripping from the outside.
You are so stupid.
You thought that we could be, I have to laugh at that.
Life, with no parole.
That's how I'm feeling.
Locked up, inside.
Give the death penalty.
I'll rot away in here. Please fix me, or take me.
All these creatures, in the dark, they rape and try to beat me.
Pull away and cover me, I can-not stop from shaking.
You take my life, when you try to, rape the words that I'm saying.
End of new since 11/19
Title: "The Special Place"
On the edge. Hanging over.
The sun shines. Burning all you.
The waves splash. Rocks on the shore.
Broken dreams. Left far from here.
(Chorus) Ever come to a place where you lose it all.
The one place you wish you would have never lost.
The special place where you feel that your were one.
Take a picture so that you will remember it all.
Calm as glass. Come break a path.
When life hurts. It's inverted.
To someone, rain makes it last.
When it's cold. Some want it warm.
And I try.
To push away from here.
Why am I
In a different state of fear?
Try and try.
To make my mind so clear.
You and I.
I wish I'd lost my mind.
(chorus) And you can, walk away.
And I try, yet I stay.
And you were, yesterday.
But my mind, you're here to stay.
I was fine.
When far away from here.
On my mind.
Wish it wasn't so damn clear.
Maybe I'm not the same.
Person I was last year.
Things can change.
Even if you won't.
Title: "Sun or the Moon"
Trying for so long
Finally completed what was wrong.
You weren't even there.
But you never really cared.
Trying for so long.
(Chorus) Thought that I cared.
Guess I do care.
You never really cared.
Only for your own affair.
I've tried for so long.
You never gave a chance,
one fucking chance.
I tried for so long.
In the sun or the moon.
We could have ruled them as two.
Looking back you were,
Fleas crawling in my hair killing me.
Bug spray feel it too!
Know what it's like to die inside.
Looking back you were, nothing!
I really wanted you.
How could I think I wanted you.
You are so fucked up too!
No one will ever love you!
I really wanted you, well fuck you.
Trying so hard, trying for so long.
You were standing, by my side for how long?
To complete it, in a world on my own.
To complete it, in a world on my own.
Title: "Hittin' the Bottle"
How could you say all those words?
Do I look like I can take them?
You aren't the only one!
Traumatized by the shit you done.
Hittin' the bottle again.
Nobody's there to take my side.
Hittin' the bottle again.
Pushing me to die in my own sin.
Hittin' the bottle again.
Jack is really my own friend.
Hittin' the bottle again.
"Die bitch, Die bitch!
I wanted to hate you, wait I do.
Die bitch, die bitch!
I feel like shit, thanks to you.
Die bitch, die bitch!
You wanted perfect? Good luck to you.
I've never felt this way.
Burning down my throat.
Burning inside me.
Is it bad or good?
Spinning around, around, around.
What have you done to me?
You are not my friend.
Would they do this to me?
Thank you for helping me.
Calming my bright night!
Darken and blind me.
End of new since 10/15
Title: "As I Wait"
You don't know what it's like.
What it's like to put up with you.
No one wants a liar.
A liar just like you.
(Chorus) And your bullshit, don't lie.
And your bullshit, don't tell me.
And your bullshit, don't try.
Try and pretend to be friends with me.
Push you aside I try.
Every minute closer I,
Want to be next to you.
A liar, pushed aside!
To sit and wait for you.
I want to push you away from me.
All the things that you do.
I'm so damn nice to you.
(Breakdown) I wish you'd eat your words.
I wish you'd eat your words and die.
I wish you wouldn't lie.
I wish you wouldn't fly away.
Title: "Walk Away 101"
And I try.
To push away from here.
Why am I.
In a different state of fear.
Try and try.
To make my mind so clear.
You and I.
I wish I'd lost my mind.
(Chorus) And you can, walk away.
And I try, yet I stay.
And you were, yesterday.
But my mind, you're here to stay.
I was fine.
When far away from here.
On my mind.
Wish it wasn't so damn clear.
Title: "It's You" or "Girl With No Name"
It's you. I don't know what to do.
It seems. A part of me needs a part of you.
It hurts, at first. I can see, I can see it's you.
It hurts, at first. Me wanting you, do you want me too?
(chorus) Every other day, every other day.
You turn around. I can see it in your face.
Pretty little face, such a sweet embrace.
This is finally me, asking us to be.
Every other day, every other day.
Me wanting you, would you really want me too?
Only in a dream, make this one come true.
I am begging you, can true love come true?
I know, love when it's written in your eyes.
Help me, drop down and pray to you.
It hurts, at first. I could try, try and find a way.
It hurts, at first. In my mind, my thoughts are running wild.
(Chorus)
I give up, give up, give up.
You're never gonna turn around so I gave up.
Fuck up, fuck up, that's all I am.
I'm never gonna be who you really want to see.
"Somewhere between angry and calm"
Some-where between angry and calm...
..love..hate..and strategy...
..she..over does it..she's gonna stress...out...
..slowly shrinking away into a seed.
(pre-chorus) Somewhere in between..ANGRY!! and calm.
I (Fuckin'), I (Fuckin'), I (Fucking) hate it!
Somewhere in between..ANGRY!! and calm.
I (Don't know), I (Don't know), It kills my soul!!!!!!!
(Chorus) And it hurts so much, lost with no control.
And it feels like your life is spinning out and pitiful.
And it hurts so much, lost with no control.
And it feels like your life is spinning out and pitiful.
"Never Will Solve"
Die with problems.
Same problems in an after-life.
You need to fix it right here.
You're leaving with.
You'll be buried with, pain again.
(Chorus) Suicide, you're never gonna live again.
Again, again, I can never forgive within!!
What you did, you hurt yourself and us again!
Again, again, I could have helped you out of it!
"Bring Me Down"
In-con-siderate. I say fuck it. I suffocate.
Con-tra-dicting, bullshit you lie. Lie all the time.
You-bring-me down, every other day. Every other way.
In-my-eyes eyes,......
"Calm Down Angry One"
You, were once so cold.
I snapped, I'd like to kill you!
Your bullshit, it kills me.
Just shut it, your fucking face.
(Chorus) Well I'm sorry. Sorry for you.
It must hurt, to be you.
(Breakdown) I don't hurt inside, like you.
I don't want to die, like you.
I'm fine! I'm fine!
You, I smell the hate.
Your blood, it boils and clots.
You use me, your band-aid.
I'll stuff it, in your face!
"Hello, Goodnight"
Hello, goodnight.
Todays, lost fight.
Wake up, begin.
It starts, again.
And the pain from everything it all starts over again.
It's a new day yet you hide and shelter yourself in.
Why do we feel all the stress and aches that life fucking brings.
In a way my life is not complete without them.