He was five years younger than me. I had always looked at him as my younger tag along brother. Cute, mischievous, hyper and nice described him best in my mind. We both shared a love of Sci Fi that our other friends didn't share. So we got to be movie buddies. And I must confess he got me into liking video games as well. Like kids we would play when we had the chance. Maybe that is what I liked about him best. The fact he could make being a kid again okay.

Recently he had decided to buy a boat. When he wanted to try it out he would gather us together and out we would go. He had grown up boating so actually he was pretty good at it. This day though our friends had other plans, but he talked me into going with him anyway. We started out on a beautiful sunny day riding around. I felt like we were skipping when the boat bounced and I always loved the fresh feel of the air being on the water. We were like kids playing in the sunshine and enjoying whatever came. No certain plans. Just seeking the fun of the day. I did pack some food and water for a picnic lunch. That was it.

This day we went out further then I ever remembered us going out before . It had been a while since I had even seen another person or boat. I tried not to spoil the fun but I was begining to wonder where we were going to end up at. My worry was well founded when I heard a strange noise from the motor. He headed for some land up ahead just in time. As we were almost there the engine stopped. And we drifted into land. After we pulled the boat up and tied it to a large fallen tree that was there, we looked around.

This did not look good. Not a soul or signs of a soul around. Just sand , some trees and growth. I started teasing him about how he did this on purpose and expected the usual snide remark in return. But when I looked at his face as he looked over the motor he was not smiling. Now I did began to worry, but tried to keep it to myself at least for now.

Since I knew nothing about motors I decided to make myself useful by carrying the food and water and blanket to a shady spot out of the hot sun. After what seemed an eternity and a fews curse words later he came and joined me in the shade. He sat down looked at me, finally smiled and said that he had done this just to get me alone. Smiling I wacked him in the arm and said he could have done it in a safer way - hiding my worry.

We looked out at the water where there wasn't a boat in sight. When I said we could have lunch while waiting for someone to go by he said he wasn't hungry. Now I really concerned and didn't hide it. I turned his face toward me with my hand looking him in the eyes I could see the real worry in them now. He started saying he was sorry and felt stupid he had bought us out so far. I just told him I knew he didn't do it on purpose.

As the day wore on it and still no sign of anyone we decided to set up camp for the night. It was cooling off after the sun went down. But we tried to make the best of it with our blanket bed of sand. We had eaten finally and at least were not hungry. I noticed he didn't drink much water though and I tried to do the same. Actually I had been pretty impressed with how he had acted very mature with the situation being what it was. And I tried to tell him so. He smiled a meek smile and said I was just being nice. That made me tear up. I wasn't use to him being so serious as he had been today. He had tried his best to fix the motor in the hot sun - not complaining except the occasional curse word or two. He had collected some fire wood and started a fire for the night fearing how the sea water air would turn cold in the night. During the night he snuggled close to me wrapping his arms around me like he was worried about my being warm enough. I was grateful for that as the night air began to chill. Somewhere in the night we managed to go to get some sleep.

This next morning I awoke in a daze. The blanket was over me where he had wrapped me in it and he was no longer at my side so I figured he was probably trying to work on the motor already again. I looked over toward the boat but saw no one. So I decided I had better get up and go exploring myself. I started to walk when a sight stopped me dead in my tracks. There in the water not too far from the beach was my friend. He stood undressed trying to bath in the water. His blonde hair and muscled body glowing in the sun. He was amazing to look at. How could I have not seen it before . He had grown into a handsome man right in front of me these years. Had I been blind. Suddenly his head turned. His eyes meeting mine. My mind was telling me I should turn my head in embarrassment; but something made me keep standing there looking. And to my surprise he did not turn from me. Instead he walked toward me.

When he reached me he didn't speak a word, but instead leaned over and kissed me. Hesitantly at first. Like he was afraid what my reaction would be. My reaction surprised even me. I tingled all over and my heart jerked like it had just truly started for the first time. Part of me was thinking I wasn't sure if we should be doing this. Worries of it messing up our friendship stirred in my mind, but I put them aside as he seemed not worried about that. Instead he seemed worried I would turn away from him. I did not.

I told him I needed to rinse the sand off myself too. He led me further into the water where he began to pour water down my back and shoulders. Rubbing and kissing them in the process. I quivered as he and the morning coolness of the water touched me. I was totally shook by my bodies response to him. Not sure where I should go with this I followed my heart not my mind.

This time I led him. We went back to our blanket bed of sand in the shade. He laid down and I straddled him at the waist siting on his tummy. He leaned put his hands around my waist as I leaned over and kissed him. He began to tell me how long he had hoped for this as I was just begining to see I desired it too. He sat up and we wrapped our arms around each other as our mouths and tongues explored one another. He smelt as fresh as the morning air and sea around us. His skin felt warm and smooth as my hands went down his back pulling him as close to me as I could. I leaned back for a moment telling him this wouldn't do as I pulled my top off. His hands went for my breasts as our tongues and mouths explored each others necks. I could stand it any longer. I pulled away while he gave me a worried look that I might not come back to him. He shouldn't have worried. I stood up and discarded the rest of my clothes. As I sat back down on him he grabbed me with a fierceness I had not seen in him before. His mouth went to my breasts as I shifted myself off his tummy to his stiffness that had grown hard now. I helped him enter me slowly at first. He had slowed his pace as if he were scared he would hurt me telling me I was so much smaller than him. He had always found it amusing that he was a whole foot taller than me. Now it seemed to be a concern for him. But I quickly laid that concern to rest as I started pushing him to a stronger rhythm up and down inside me. My moans let him know I was doing fine. He filled me so completely it took my breathe away as he helped me come first - stronger than I ever imagined it could be. Then it was his turn. We turned over his eyes looking deep into mine I again had to wonder how I could have been so blind to how much I loved this man. Yes he was definitely a man full grown as he came releasing the warmth of his love inside me.

We were rescued later that day. But my days of thinking of him as my kid brother were long gone.