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The Lonely Position of Neutral

Downfall
Falling Apart
Hover
Running From Me
Drop to Zero
Slipping Away
Finally
Deeper Into You
Take It All
Figure 8
The Fear


Downfall

Fear in me so deep it gets the best of me,
In the fear I fall, here it comes face to face with me,
Here I stand hold back so no one can see,
I feel these wounds, step down, step down,
step down.

(am I) Breaking Down
Can I break away
Push me away, make me fall,
Just to see, another side of me,
Push me away, you can see,
what I see, the other side of me.

Fall back on me, and I’ll be the strength I need,
to save me now, just come face to face with me,
stay in place you'll be the first to see, me heal these wounds,
step down, step down, step down, down

I’m not breaking, down
can I break away
push me away, make me fall,
just to see another side of me,
push me away you can see,
what I see, the other side of me

Go!

Fall, can I break away
push me away, make me fall,
just to see another side of me,
push me away you can see,
what I see, the other side of me

No one can see anything on the other side of me
I walk, I crawl, loosing everything and waiting for the downfall
No one can see everything on the other side of me
I walk, I crawl loosing everything on the downfall.
Downfall, Fall.

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Falling Apart

I slipped away further from you trying to find what is real,
You’re somebody else that I never knew, and someone that I can’t feel.

I shut it away I keep it in me. Is this what it takes to keep me alive?
So you take me and you break me, and you see I’m falling apart.
Complicate me and forsake me, you push me out so far; there’s no other feeling.

I slipped away closer to me the only thing that is real.
I’m falling behind and now I can see your absence helps me heal.

I shoved you away I keep you for me. Is this what it takes to keep me alive?
So you take me and you break me, and you see I’m falling apart.
Complicate me and forsake me, you push me out so far; there’s no other feeling.

Spread, Spread out.
So you take me and you break me, and you see I’m falling apart.
Complicate me and forsake me, you push me out so far.
And you take me and you break me, and you see I’m falling apart.
There’s no more felling.

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Hover

You take me down, further inside of me
Now I'm fading out, I can barely see
I hover

To see you leave again, it's over
And it kills me to watch you descend, to the end

Can't think straight
Shutting me out - closing me out
Are you trying - hurting
Taking me out - leaving me out
Keeps me struggeling
You're leaving

You take me down, further inside of me
Now I'm fading out, I can barely see
I hover

to see you caving in i'm undone
And to say it's the last time again
It's the end

Can't think straight
Shutting me out - closing me out
Are you trying - hurting
Taking me out - leaving me out
Keeps me struggeling
I'm leaving

You take me down, further inside of me
Now I'm fading out, I can barely see
I hover

I'm watching you descend
I'm hovering instead
I'm watching you descend
I'm hovering instead

You take me down, further inside
Now I can see through you

You take me down, further inside of me
Now I'm fading out, I can barely see
I hover
I hover
I hover
I hover – again

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Running From Me

Say a prayer for me, cause I can barely breath. I’m suffering, and I can’t take it.
Because of me, no one will ever see, this side of me, if I don’t make it,

Its like I can't wake up, its like I cant get up
its like I cant remember who I used to be
am I running from you or am I running from me?

Clear a path for me, because i can barely see, I’m stumbling, and I can't shake it
it's up to me to save myself from me, my enemy but I can't face it.

Its like I can't wake up, its like I cant get up
its like I cant remember who I used to be
am I running from you or am I running from me?

I’m breaking out.
Here I come, here I come, here I come
Can't, wake, up, cause I’m not around,
am I running from you or am I running from me?

Its like I can't wake up, its like I cant get up
its like I cant remember who I used to be
Am I running from you?
Can’t face myself, I’m just left with the suffering.

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Drop To Zero

Drop to Zero, Drop
(its happening again)
I feel boxed in, (its happening again)
I'm trapped inside, (its happening again)
Feels like the world's closing in (its happening again)
and there's nowhere to hide

This time nothing feels right to me,
I'm sinking deeper within,
I'll wait for you to loose sight of me,
Before I suffer again.

(its happening again)
I feel strapped down, (its happening again)
While you feed the disease, (its happening again)
i'm lying face on the ground (its happening again)
For the whole world to see.

This time nothing feels right to me,
I'm sinking deeper within,
I'll wait for you to loose sight of me,
Before I suffer again.

Drop, Drop, Drop to Zero. Drop, Drop.
Now I'm so far away.
This time nothing feels right to me,
I'm sinking deeper within,
I'll wait for you to loose sight of me,
Before I suffer again.
Now I'm so far away. Now I'm so far away. Now I'm so far away.

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Slipping Away

you say hold on
but I feel like I’m slipping away
And you say hold on
but it feels like I’m slipping away

I won’t let you down
And what you said to me
is echoing the sound
of what would never be

I’m standing here alone
the memories remain
The same familiar home
But nothing looks the same
And I’m standing here alone
can’t tell if I’m awake
Reality is gone
In a dream I can’t escape

you say hold on
but I feel like I’m slipping away
And you you say hold on
but I feel like I’m slipping away

I’m getting through it now
I guess it’s plain to see
that everything I am
is not everything you need

I’m standing here alone
can’t tell if I’m awake
Reality is gone
In the dream I will escape

you say hold on
but it feels like I’m slipping away
And you say hold on
but I feel like I’m slipping away

I’m standing here alone
can’t tell if I’m awake
and it feels like I’m slipping away

Reality is gone
In a dream I can’t escape
and I feel like I’m slipping away

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Finally

So it's over now, Finally
I'm beneath and crawling out on my knees
I can hear what you said
echoing in my head
and I’m losing myself
Now I’m cold on the floor
and I don’t care anymore
’cause it’s over, it’s over

I can feel, I can feel
Like it’s real, like it’s real
I can feel, I can feel
I can finally feel
So I guess it’s over now
and you broke me down somehow
Now I'm faltering
I can see, I can be, I can be that shut you out
I can feel, I can feel
Like it’s real, like it’s real
I can feel, I can feel
Like it’s real, like it’s real

So I’m leaving now, somehow
underneath as I slowly drown, finally
I can hear what you said echoing in my head
And I’m losing myself

I can feel, I can feel
Like it’s real, like it’s real
I can feel, I can feel
I can finally feel
So I guess it’s over now
and you broke me down somehow
Now I'm faltering
I can see, I can be, I can be that shut you out
I can feel, I can feel
Like it’s real, like it’s real

I’m shaking deep inside
I’m heaving trouble breathing
I need somewhere to hide
awake ‘cause I am healing
I’m heaving trouble breathing
tomorrow I am healing

So I guess it’s over now
and you broke me down somehow
Now I'm faltering
I can see, I can be, I can be that shut you out
I can feel, I can feel
Like it’s real, like it’s real
I can feel, I can feel
Like it’s real, like it’s real

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Deeper Into You

I feel it eating in me, while you still drown me.
And cross the line over and over again.
It's all around me, now I'm here cause of you.

Now I'm falling, I'm falling out cause of you.
Now I'm falling, deeper into you.

Time to pity myself; I can't let me cross the line for her.
I'm not me when I dream, there's someone else in me.
That I fear cause of you.

Now I'm falling, I'm falling out cause of you.
Now I'm falling, deeper into you.

I'm not me when I dream; I'm not me when I dream, anymore.
Because of you.
Now I'm falling, I'm falling out cause of you.
Now I'm falling, deeper into you.

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Take It All

Looking up from underneath, as low as we are,
Nothing looks the same to me, am I deceived?
I stand and watch myself from somewhere else,
Something I don’t want to receive.

Take it all, so I’m left with nothing at all.
Have it all, cuz I’m learning how to fall, yes I’m learning how to fall.

Standing up from underneath, as low as we are,
Things aren’t what they used to be, was I deceived?
I stand and watch myself like someone else,
Something I don’t want to receive.

Take it all, so I’m left with nothing at all.
Have it all, cuz I’m learning how to fall, yes I’m learning how to fall.

Why don’t you fall? Fall.
Take it all, so I’m left with nothing at all.
Have it all, cuz I’m looking out to fall,
I can’t trust what I see; I can’t tell if its me, it is changing.
Take it all, cuz I’m learning how to fall, yes I’m learning how to fall.

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Figure 8

See that face from across the room
and I can feel you're nothing
show your fear it's not hard to see
intentions pale, it's blinding

stop stop from place i've been
no good for the shape i'm in
i'm sold to the race you win
you want to take me out

stop stop

will you face off him
my space in the wickedy sin
no change for the place I'm in
but you change too

stop! stop!

I am all you need to know
and I am everywhere you go
no one can save you now
when it all comes around
and I'm everything you see
and I'm what you'll never be
no one can save you now
when it all comes around

show your face
and stare at me
and I can feel you clearing
showing up and preparing me
and you're the one I'm bury

stop stop

from place i've been
no good for the shape i'm in
i'm sold to the race you win
you want to take me out

stop stop

will you face off him
my space in the wickedy sin
no change for the place I'm
but you change too

stop! stop!

And I am all you need to know
and I'm everywhere you go
no one can save you now
when it all comes around
and I'm everything you see
and I'm what you'll never be
no one can save you now
when it all comes around

take you down
leave you fallen, faceless, hurt
and leave you down
fall, break you now
leave you fallen, faceless, hurt
and take you down
wanna take you down!

I am all you need to know
I am everywhere you go
no one can save you now
when it all comes around
I am everything you see
I am what you'll never be
no one can save you now
when it all comes around

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The Fear

Standing here
I’m cold inside my fear
And I can feel my soul
Take me in
I’m yours again for awhile
Just like the last time

leave me from the fear
and I will leave you here
it’s the way out, it’s the way out
it’s the way from here to leave
leave me from the fear
and I will leave you here
it’s the way out, it’s the way out
it’s the way from here to leave

I feel weak
And I’m slowly losing touch
Of what is left in me
Take me in
I’m yours again for awhile
Just like the first time

leave me from the fear
and I will leave you here
it’s the way out, it’s the way out
it’s the way from here to leave
leave me from the fear
and I will leave you here
it’s the way out, it’s the way out
it’s the way from here to leave

and I need you
to keep me here
I’m starting over again
And I need you
To keep me here
I’m starting over again

leave me from the fear
and I will leave you here
it’s the way out, it’s the way out
it’s the way from here to leave
leave me from the fear
and I will leave you here
it’s the way out, it’s the way out
it’s the way from here to leave

it’s the way out, it’s the way out
it’s the way from here to leave

it’s the way out, it’s the way out
it’s the way from here to leave

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