I guess I'm just dumb
and slightly jaded--
How could I idolize someone like you?
I would have done anything
and that's what scares me so bad,
because you never ever cared.
I guess I was just security from mediocrity...
But I've changed since then;
not like you would know though--
So maybe I'll always wish you were here with me
and not hating me,
because I love your laugh...