I told them that I wanna die
I hate it all
I wanna bleed away my mind
until I fly away
into a nasty wilting smile.
Can I be anything dear?
What's so fucking hard
about your life
that mine is so
insignificant
in comparison?
I really want you to kill me soon
I can't breathe
I wanna choke to death
on your useless
fucking words.
I can only hope that someday
they'll mean nothing