Title:
Beyond
Author:
Jeanny
Disclaimer:
Joss Whedon and Co. own all these characters, but I like to play with them. As
long as I'm not making money and nobody gets hurt, no harm done, right?
Distribution:
I don't mind, just credit me and let me know where it's going.
Rating:
PG
Spoilers:
Through the end of Season 5.
Feedback:
Please. jeannygrrl@hotmail.com
Summary:
After learning more about what the future will hold, Buffy makes a decision that
effects her own destiny (spoilers for The Gift).
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This
time in the darkness, Buffy couldn't help but flashback to the scene she had
left in Sunnydale before. The images of her sister on fire, of her friend's
overpowering grief, of Spike cradling Dawn in his arms, of Anya's eyes losing
focus as Tara held her, no matter how hard she tried she couldn't shake them.
She was afraid what she would see when she finally got to Sunnydale, and even
though the false Xander and Willow she traveled with had assured her that the
events she was going to see could be changed, the dread in her stomach left a
sour taste in her mouth. The taste of fear, a not unfamiliar one. When she came
out of the darkness this time, it was with equal measures of relief and
trepidation.
Buffy
let out the breath she hadn't even realized she was holding as her eyes adjusted
to the light once again. She immediately checked on her companions, and was
vaguely pleased to see that for once their appearance hadn't changed. She looked
around at the familiar surroundings and smiled faintly.
"I'm
home. This is my home." The living room and dining room looked almost
exactly how she remembered them, but there was something different. It took her
a minute to figure out what exactly had changed. There were black out curtains
on the windows. She looked at the Xander figure she had dubbed Thing One, a
question in her eyes. Before she could ask or he could reply, the answer walked
into the room trailing behind her sister with grim determination in his eyes.
"No
buts, Dawn. I need you to pack pronto, you and me are gettin out of this bloody
town before it starts bleedin us." Dawn turned and stared at him wide-eyed,
the shock and sadness of memory there causing Spike to look down at his shoes
rather than see that pain. "Again," he added under his breath, almost
like a prayer. More like a curse.
"And
the others? We're going to just leave them?" Dawn stared at him until he
met her gaze again.
"If
they're stupid enough to stay here." Dawn's horrified look caused him to
soften his tone. "I think they will come, Dawn. There's nothing any of us
can do. We stay, we die. Even your sis knew to run from a battle she couldn't
win, and I promised her I'd keep looking out for you. Right now that means we
bleedin get out of Sunnyhell. We go fast and we go far and we pray that this
won't catch us."
"But
it will, won't it?" Dawn said, her voice flat with resignation. Spike
didn't bother to answer. It wasn't really a question.
"Pack.
Only what you can carry, little bit. We're stoppin by the magic shop and then
we're leaving this cursed place. Nothin left here now anyway." Tears sprung
up in Dawn's eyes and she angrily blinked them away. Buffy felt her heart
breaking as she heard her reply, she had no way of knowing how almost right she
was.
"Buffy
and my mom are here." Dawn ran from the room and up the stairs without
waiting for Spike to deny her statement. He watched her go, shaking his head. He
wondered, not for the first time, how he had gotten himself into this mess.
"They're
not here anymore, they're in another place. A much, much better place, is what
I've been told." His eyes glistened for a moment, and Buffy thought she saw
a hint of tears, but it was gone so quickly she couldn't be sure. His sorrowful
expression remained as he stared into space, lost in thought or memories, she
couldn't be sure. Buffy turned to Thing Two, the companion in the guise of
Willow, who was also wearing a sad expression.
"What
is happening here?" Without responding the two beings grabbed onto her
hands, and as they shimmered out again she barely caught Spike's quiet words
They chilled her to her soul.
"Don't
worry about your mum and Buffy, you'll be seeing them soon enough."
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The
trip through the darkness this time was brief, and when they reemerged they were
in another familiar spot. Buffy again smiled faintly, surprised at how glad she
was to see the Magic Box again. Her pleasure was mitigated by the sight of her
friends sitting around the table covered with dusty ancient tomes as always,
expressions grim. Giles stood behind them, and Buffy was shocked to see how old
he looked, like he had aged twenty years since she had last seen him. Weariness
came off of him in waves. Xander's body was stiff and his face was completely
blank. He seemed to Buffy almost like a wax figure of her friend, because the
spark of life and humor that had always been behind his eyes even under the
worst circumstances was gone. It was then that Buffy noticed that Anya was
conspicuously absent from the gathering. Tears pooled in her eyes and she turned
to the false Xander next to her, shocked to see him staring sadly back, eyes
filled with the same tears.
"Where's
Anya? She didn't...please tell me that he didn't lose her!" Thing One gave
his head a little shake, then inclined his head towards the tableau before them.
The meaning of the gesture was instantly clear to Buffy, though she was
uncertain why; she was to watch and not to question, her guides would no longer
speak until this scene had played out.
Unable
to look at Xander again, she studied Tara and Willow. Tara slumped in her seat,
one arm around Willow's shoulder and her other hand on her arm. She was rubbing
her girlfriend's arm in a placating gesture, her expression troubled and
slightly fearful. Willow, on the other hand, was more tense than Buffy thought
she had ever seen her. Her expression was dark with anger and frustration, and
she looked about ready to explode. Tara spoke, and it was clear to Buffy she was
trying to diffuse a situation.
"I...don't
know if it will help, but there are still some books I borrowed back at
Willow's, there could be something..." Giles shook his head slowly. It
seemed like they were all operating in slow-motion to Buffy.
"No,
there won't be. Magic is not the answer here. I'm afraid with the Council's
failure..."
"Failure.
That's an interesting word, Giles." The bitterness in Willow's tone shocked
Buffy. She'd never heard her friend speak that way. "You heard what Angel
said. They tried to kill Faith. Not break her out of jail, kill her. As much as
I have...issues...with Faith, and maybe I wouldn't have minded if she stayed
being coma girl, she's a human being. Not a disposable commodity. Oh, I forgot,
for you maybe it is."
"Willow..."
Tara whispered, still trying to soothe her, as Giles turned away from her
accusing gaze.
"I
regret that what I did was necessary, Willow, but it was. Necessary. And I
fought the Council on the matter of Faith."
"Not
too hard, Giles. Definitely not hard enough. You knew what they were planning
and you didn't tell us. You could have warned Angel, or me. We could have gotten
her out of there somehow. We need a slayer here, instead she's in solitary
losing her mind. I did a spell to talk to her last night, you know, she's going
psycho-crazy again. She's no good to us now even if I could get her out."
"Still,
what's done is done. It doesn't change that there is no Slayer, and it doesn't
change what's going to happen here. We need to come up with a plan to
fight..." The tinkling bell at the door announced the presence of Dawn and
Spike's rapid entrance. Removing the flaming blanket from his head and stomping
it bitterly, Spike glared at them all. Dawn silently took the seat by Xander,
reaching for his hand. She gave him a small smile when he looked at her, and the
dead look in his eyes warmed almost imperceptibly. He squeezed her hand in
response as Spike ranted at Giles.
"A
plan to die, you mean. You can't fight the Kasha'ra without the Slayer and you
bloody well know it, better than I do. The buggers are immune to magic, they
can't be burned, decapitated, drowned or in any way killed in any of those other
charming ways you might be imagining. Sword
of Hikira-jinn through the heart, only thing that'll kill them. Got the sword.
But the sword can only be wielded by a Slayer, and we don‘t have one of those.
Case closed, kids."
"Nevertheless,
they cannot be allowed to open the Hellmouth-"
"You
just don't get it, do you? You. Can't. Stop. Them!"
"What
are you saying, Spike? Run away?" Willow asked softly, her anger
dissipating at the sight of Dawn holding Xander's hand.
"Bloody
right, run away! What choice do any of us have. I'm heading to South America
tonight, and I'm takin the nibblet with me. I suggest you all come along for the
ride, or go someplace else, I don't really care. Get out of Sunnydale or get
dead. Those are the only choices left."
“I
would think that, being her legal guardian, I might have a say in whether Dawn
goes on a sleepover, let alone a trip to South America.” Giles’ tone was
quiet, but that deadly anger was right below the surface. Spike knew the Watcher
had been looking for an excuse to stake him ever since Buffy’s death, and had
to struggle to keep from flinching. He raised his chin stubbornly, his
determination to save Dawn outweighing his apprehension.
“Not
when that guardian is loony enough to keep her in Certain Death Town, no.”
“Spike’s
right.” Everyone in the room jumped at the sound of Xander’s voice. It was
obvious to Buffy that this was as much due to the fact that he had spoken at all
as to what he had said. He looked at them each in turn, then addressed the rest
of his comments directly to Giles. “I can’t speak for the others, but
we’re leaving, Giles. I found a specialist in Illinois. He’s looked at all
of Anya’s records and he thinks there may be a chance, some hope.” Buffy
sighed in relief. Anya wasn’t dead, although from the sounds of it she was
pretty bad off. In a coma, perhaps. “So, I’m taking her to Chicago, I‘ve
already made all the arrangements, we leave tonight. I can’t...I just don’t
have it in me to fight anymore, and if the world’s gonna end, I want to be
with her. And I...I’d kind of like her to know that I’m with her, too, if
that’s at all possible.” Giles stared at Xander for a long moment, then
simply nodded. Xander gave Dawn’s hand one more squeeze, then stood up. He
gave Spike a long look, finally shaking his head. “No, I still don’t like
you. Take care of Dawnie. Keep your promise.” Spike nodded gravely.
“Always.
Good luck, Harris. And I hope your girl wakes up.” Willow and Tara had both
stood when Xander did, and now wordlessly they each wrapped their arms around
Xander, holding him in a group hug. Tara let go after a minute but Willow hung
on, putting her head against Xander’s shoulder then speaking to him softly.
“Anya’ll
be alright, Xander, I know she will.” Xander gave a quick nod and released
her. He gently grabbed her chin to force her to look him in the eyes.
“Go,
Will. This is hopeless, and you know it. Don’t stay here and die, I don’t
want to lose you too.” As he let her go, Willow glanced at Tara. She was
trying to look brave, but her eyes begged Willow to get them out of there.
Willow turned to Spike.
“Where
in South America?”
“Peru.
Pucallpa, I think. I used to have some friends there. Flaqop demons, very
peaceful chaps, not vamps, they can help us. And I can take her into the
rainforest if need be.” Willow nodded, her face showing a decision reached.
“Take
Tara with you, Spike. Giles and I...we’ll catch up to you later.”
“No!
Willow, I won’t leave you!” Tara cried, panicked. Willow smiled at her
bravely, resolve face in place, but the solemnity in her eyes told Tara the
truth of it. She would stay and fight with Giles if he wouldn’t go. Willow
drew her girlfriend into her arms, holding her as if she was the most precious
thing imaginable. Buffy knew that for Willow she was.
“Tara,
please, you should go. Spike will take care of you, and you know I’ll find
you. I’ll always find you.” Willow gave Tara a lingering kiss, salty from
both of their tears. She released her just as gently as she had taken hold of
her, then nodded at Spike, who took Tara’s arm. He gave Willow a half-smile
and decided to try one more time.
“You
should come with us, Red. This is a lost cause, even the Watcher knows it.”
Willow shook her head and looked at Giles. Despite her anger with him, she
wouldn’t leave him to face this new danger alone.
“I
won’t leave Giles here by himself. And my parents, all these other people, I
won’t just let them die. We’ll figure something out, we have to. And then
we’ll catch up with you guys. Right, Giles?”
“Willow...”
Xander began in a low voice, stopping when she pointed at her expression.
Resolve face. He stopped his
protest, there was no point.
“Right,
Giles?” Willow repeated pointedly.
“Yes,
we’ll catch up with you as soon as we can,” Giles said weakly. Buffy
exploded.
“No!
How can he do that? They can’t fight these kosher things, they’ve got to
run! Why won’t they run?”
“Because
it’s who they are, Buffy. And because there’s no one else.” Thing One said
matter-of-factly, no judgment in his tone.
“But
can they win? Without...without a Slayer?”
“No.”
Thing Two‘s eyes were sad as she spoke. “Without a Slayer, the Hellmouth
will open. The Kasha’ra are ancient demons, they’ve have been around for
millennia. They are few in number because we were able to restore balance by
giving one of your predecessors a sword that could kill them, otherwise humanity
would have fallen under their rule a long time ago. Other than the sword they
cannot be killed. They have been waiting for centuries for this opportunity.
Someone alerted them to your death and this has made them bold enough to try to
gain their victory now.”
“And
they’re heading for the Hellmouth.” Buffy watched silently as more goodbyes
were said, and as Tara put her arm around Dawn and led her away behind Spike.
Xander had already left for the hospital, and Willow and Giles were now alone.
He cleared his throat.
“You
should have gone with them, Willow. As much as it pains me to admit it, Spike
was right. Without a Slayer to wield the sword, there is no hope.”
“I
won’t believe that, Giles. There’s always a hope. There’s a way, there‘s
got to be. We have two days to find it and we will. Buffy wouldn’t give up and
I won’t either.” She gestured towards the spell book sitting in front of
her. “It’s a long shot, but I’ve been looking into spells to transfer the
Slayer essence into another willing vessel. I’m thinking, if we can transfer
Faith’s essence into me temporarily, I can use the sword to kill them.”
Giles began to look over the spell she had marked, and as they discussed it he
began to look optimistic for the first time. Buffy grinned.
“Go
Will, always the smart one. That’ll work, right?” Rather than respond, the
two companions took her hands again. They shimmered into the darkness once more.
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