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I opened the door to see her standing there with groceries.
I didn't really know what was going on. I never really knew what was going
on anymore. "Hi", I said, almost in the form of a question. "Surprise!", Becky said. "Am I getting a dinner made for me?", I asked, trying to keep up. "Well, actually, you're going to help me make dinner for us and Alicia.", she said. I got a pit in my stomach, I was wondering when this was going to come up. "That's sounds great!", I said, letting her in. |
| "So, what do you remember from last night?",
she asked. "Umm, I actually wanted to talk to you about that", I said, "did I make love to Alicia last night?" "You did, four times in fact. You were in rare form. You'll be a tough act to follow for her, that's for sure.", she said. I couldn't believe how matter of factly she was saying all this. I remained silent. After a few seconds, she realized I was not thrilled. "Ahh, c'mon cutie pie, why the long face? Don't tell me it's because of our threesome last night. That's every guys dream, isn't it?" |
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"It's no big deal. I just didn't know it was going to happen. I
wasn't really consulted. Plus, I didn't know you were into that kind of
stuff.", I said. |
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friend maybe..." She looked at me a little more serious now, "Yeah, maybe I did. Is that a problem for you?" "No, it's just surprising, that's all. Like I said, I didn't know you were into that kind of stuff." "I didn't either, I guess.", she said, "Jason, since we've been together, I've started learning a lot about myself. Especially, well, my sexual self." I said nothing for a moment. This was going to be a very delicate conversation. She put the groceries down and started pacing the room, nervously. |
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"Becky, you know I love you. You can talk
to me about this.", I said. "Well, we've talked about the fact that we both always thought hypnosis was kind of sexy. I'm finding I like it more than I thought. The thought of you completely under my control, existing only to bring me pleasure really gets me off. Last night, I looked at you, and saw Alicia, both of you so deep under my control. It was really something. I never used to look at Alicia in that way, I've never looked at any woman like that... but when she was kneeling in front of me, so deep in a hypnotic |
| trance that I induced. It was ... really hot. I was really
turned on, and all she wanted was to please me, to serve me.... so I let
her. I just kind of spread my legs and let her come to me. She didn't really
know what to do of course, so I kind of guided her through it. It was really
selfish, I know, but I was really in the moment.", she said, somewhat
sheepishly, "are you creeped out?" I paused for a moment, "No. I don't think so. Last night was probably a one time thing though, right?", I asked. It was very erotic, the whole situation, but it was a little strange too. After all, I was hoping to |
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marry this woman someday. Girl-girl sex is cool, but thinking of the
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| fantasy, don't you think", I said, trying
to remain diplomatic. She started walking over to her bags. "Jay, before I met you, all these sexual feelings I had were just bottled up inside me. I was ashamed of them. You showed me they could be released, lived out... yet still be a beautiful act of love. This is really just an extension of that.", she said. Then she got a devilish look in her eye and said, "C'mon Jason, tell me you want to watch Alicia lick my pussy", she said. That last vulgar comment caught me off guard. She only talked like that when she was horny, it kind of went with her whole "hypno- |
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mistress" thing. "What? Bec, c'mon.. I'm trying to have a serious conversation here. We have to work this out.", I told her. "I agree, we need to work it out, but I think I'd like to work it out my own way.", she said. She was definitely using her "mistress-voice" now. "Hey Bec, not now, ok?", I said as I saw her pull her watch out of her purse. "Shhhh, Jason, don't be silly. I know you want to slide into trance for me. You can't fool me. Come look at the watch and go soo deep for me.", she said. It did sound nice, but I was really pissed. She |
| was completely ignoring my feelings on the subject and now
she was going to try to hypnotize me into thinking what she wanted me to.
This typically would have got me really hot. Right now though, I was pissed. "Bec, that's not right", I said, putting my back to her, I knew I couldn't talk if that watch was dangling in front of my face, "you know I love it when you put me under, but not like this. We play our games, but we are in a 50/50 relationship you know!", I fumed. "Shhh, Jason, no need to be so upset, just turn around and look at the beautiful watch. It's so |
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beautiful Jason. I'm sure you can see it in your mind's eye.
Spinning, sparkling, making you feel soo nice. Turn around for me baby,
just take one look at it, that's all I ask.", she told me. I sort of remember trying to fight back, to not let myself succumb.... yet wanting so badly to turn around and stare at it. Needless to say, I turned around. "That's it, yesss it feels soo good to let go. Now focus your eyes, relax all of your muscles, and respond only to the sound of my voice. Feeling so relaxed, falling so deep under my control", she said. |