Headaches...they'll be the death of me. Once again, they're back and nothing helps. No medication can get rid of the pain. Not even getting stoned helps...but again I don't really notice. Alcohol makes the pain worse. I don't know if it's from stress, or screams busting through my ears, or maybe it's from straining my eyes. I just want to slam my head into the fucking wall because it hurts so bad...of course that'd make it worse. One of these days I'll invent the perfect drug...it'll numb my brain. hah, I'll be rich. Like that'll ever happen. I guess I can say it's from stress and lack of sleep maybe. I only have two more weeks of waking up at the fucking crack of dawn. I don't think I'll survive though. Two weeks seems like a long time and I really need to catch up on my sleep before I just pass out. I work too much, and when I'm not working I'm doing something to waste my energy away. Random thought...I had the weirdest dream last night. Everyone was getting sick and dying and they didn't give a shit. It's more detailed but I don't feel like getting into it. Ever have one of those dreams where you're running away from something and the faster you try to go, the slower you get? I've had dreams like that before. I've also had one where I was hiding from something "evil" I guess. I don't remember. But I remember telling myself to wake up, in my dream. I was six years old I think. Alright I went from talking about my headaches to talking about my dreams. Two-in-One