I'm so sick and fucking tired of people putting words in my mouth. People who don't even know me, make assumptions, get in my damn business and fuck everything up for me. It's so damn pathetic and childish. What's even worse is that someone who know's me just a little bit better then they should has the nerve to believe something that they "heard"...that aggravates me even more than someone talking shit about me. That's more than wrong. I hate when people make assumptions and jump to conclusions. If you hear something about someone, you should confront them first.
I made a mistake by telling someone, who I thought I could trust, my business. I admitted to that but it wasn't enough of course. I didn't get a chance to prove anyone wrong but whatever. I'm tired of it. I hate people...I hate people who think they know me better than I know myself. There's only one person who has the right to say they know me well and that's my best friend. She's the only one who will know what I've been through, how I feel and what's on my mind. She's the only one I feel like I can trust these days. Her&Alex...but he's a guy, he doesnt know much. Typical thing to say huh? I meant he doesn't know much about me. I don't expect much from people anymore. Most of them aren't worth my time and most of them are "lying complusive whores" as I've been called once...but from a jealous 15 year old that has nothing better to do but put people down. Oh well...I'm just tired of this. I'm tired of getting close to people...I just get pushed away. I'm sick of all the crying, the pain, and the lies. I don't know what's worse...the lying or the fuck you. Things have became more clear though.