You know exactly what
to say to bring me down.
You know exactly what
to do to make me stick around.
I crave it desperately
addicted to the eyes that
allure me.
You made me forget my soul.
I'll never know
what life brings me.
I'll never know...
If only you could understand me.
If only I could make you see.
I don't know this face
don't know my own identity.
Not proud of the memories
don't know the meaning of
being strong.
Your lies are mesmerizing me.
Get out of my life
I cant move on.
You make it so
hard for me to breathe.
You're suffocating me.
Your grasp rips my
heart through my skin.
I wish you could see inside me
feel my pain deep w/in.
You feed me your mental abuse.
You teach me your lies.
Tie me up in chains...
I'll crawl back for more...
still you swore...
the nightmares would disappear.
My soul would reappear.
Why cant you see
everything's broken