Lying here in the dark
alone, restless..
unable to move my soul..
I no longer fear the
truth cause now its dead.
My head aches...
my body's sore...
my eyes are red.
Poisoned from my slumber
my dreams I fear
Theres no way to live, to die
there no way out of here
and so its hopeless..
I cant see through this pain
this darkness, cant get away
cant cut through this vein
lost all desire to
wonder if i can
live my expectations...
I'm not myself anymore
no such thing as relaxation
I just want out...
want to let my anger run free.
Still I'm trapped in this mind...
chained to a bed of lies...
This is the way pain made me be
Completely hopeless