Out of My Mind

The streets are all abandoned
I walk away from misery
Down the path that leads to a better life
Cuz I'm tired of sitting here boo-hooing myself

I got a gun in one hand & a hand in my pocket like Alanis
I'm starring down the barrel trying to find my youth somewhere
Now I've gone & upset my mother
Sorry, Ma, it's not my fault my life sucked so bad

Throwing it all away, I must've gone crazy
Giving it all up, I must've gone mad
Cuz if I'm gonna end it, I don't wanna mend it
I don't think I'm a person of that kind
If I'm gonna kill myself, I must be out of my mind