ANGER/ANGST POEMS
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Charades
Betrayal by who I thought,
was one of my best friends.
Using and abusing,
it finally came to an end.
My living hell is over,
although its just begun.
I can't control the bad thoughts,
that have completely overrun.
They've taken over my body,
my mind and soul gone too.
Is this the lesser of two evils?
I hope this charade is through.
Good Enough For You
The way that I think, the things that I do
it seems that nothing is ever good enough for you.
You criticize my dress, and the way I feel.
The way I break down and even my sex appeal.
Nothing's ever right, everything is wrong,
I'm not here to satisfy, and I'm not here for long.
I can't stand you controlling, every little thing I do
when nothing ever is good enough, good enough for you.
Life's A Bitch
I've been taken advantage of,
and I don't like it very much.
It really sucks to feel this way,
my trust betrayed and such.
I hope you're fuckin happy,
cause I'm pretty pissed and mad.
You may sit there laughing,
but I'm hurting pretty bad.
Of Fires And Monsters
Tears so sad and lonely.
Someones betrayed trust.
Emotions kind of thrown around,
like paint from a paint brush.
Silent ghastly weeping,
comes out from the dark.
A giant vicious beast,
bellows its hellish hark.
It cries out to the people,
begging to be forgiven.
So I, personally, spit on it.
My own monster rears from within.
The only people scared,
are the ones that it has hurt.
My tears sear its skin,
my friends tears make it burn.
We watch it walk downhill,
and to its fiery grave.
The monster is buried slowly,
and we are safe again.
Pent Up Hostility
You stupid whorish cunt.
You're such a fucking bitch.
I'd love to beat your face in,
just to see you flinch.
I'd knee you in the stomach,
and punch your ugly face.
I'd pull all your insides out,
and watch you twitch and shake.
Unfortunately I won't.
I just sit here and think it.
Revenge
You would think I'm crazy.
I'll get you back somehow.
You'll pay for all the damage caused.
You've already taken a bow.
The show just may be over,
but revenge has just begun
You think you got off easy,
Just remember, "Its all in fun."
Selfish Acts
I can't believe you lied,
And lead us on so long.
I can't believe you terrorized,
And left us feeling wrong.
You're very sick and sad.
You've got to stop and think,
About who you have hurt.
You've pushed me to the brink.
You've succeeded to hurt my friends,
So don't consider yourself free.
The one you hurt the most, though,
Just happened to be me.
Shattered
Broke pieces.
Some are lost.
Can't try glue.
All your fault.
No consideration.
Just no care.
You'll pay.
Not by my hand.
I'd love to hurt you.
But nice is worse.
I'll love you.
But despise you.
Can't put it together.
Use and Abuse
You just up and left
Without saying goodbye
Of course I got worried
But I haven't yet cried.
I've known for awhile
You're that kind of guy
The one who abandons
Without so much as goodbye.
I see through the motives
That spin in your head
You love and you leave
Without a note on the bed.
No "please," no "thank you"
No "you were just great"
You just use your looks
For some kind of bait.
When girls fall for you
You ask to take them home
And when you get there
You play and you roam.
When the poor girl wakes up
You're nowhere to be found
She'll never catch a glimps of you
To the bedpost she's still bound.
Now I wish I wouldn't
Have been so blind and dumb
To fall for all your games
I saw it for months to come.
I wish I could have warned myself
Made myself stay far away
But with you kind of watching me
I figured "I guess you can stay."
Of course when I woke up
You'd gone and disappeared.
All those months we withstanded
All the time that we'd cleared.
Now It kind of makes me sad
That you didn't say goodbye
But without you around my place
I can get a deserving good guy.
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Betrayal by who I thought,
was one of my best friends.
Using and abusing,
it finally came to an end.
My living hell is over,
although its just begun.
I can't control the bad thoughts,
that have completely overrun.
They've taken over my body,
my mind and soul gone too.
Is this the lesser of two evils?
I hope this charade is through.
Good Enough For You
The way that I think, the things that I do
it seems that nothing is ever good enough for you.
You criticize my dress, and the way I feel.
The way I break down and even my sex appeal.
Nothing's ever right, everything is wrong,
I'm not here to satisfy, and I'm not here for long.
I can't stand you controlling, every little thing I do
when nothing ever is good enough, good enough for you.
Life's A Bitch
I've been taken advantage of,
and I don't like it very much.
It really sucks to feel this way,
my trust betrayed and such.
I hope you're fuckin happy,
cause I'm pretty pissed and mad.
You may sit there laughing,
but I'm hurting pretty bad.
Of Fires And Monsters
Tears so sad and lonely.
Someones betrayed trust.
Emotions kind of thrown around,
like paint from a paint brush.
Silent ghastly weeping,
comes out from the dark.
A giant vicious beast,
bellows its hellish hark.
It cries out to the people,
begging to be forgiven.
So I, personally, spit on it.
My own monster rears from within.
The only people scared,
are the ones that it has hurt.
My tears sear its skin,
my friends tears make it burn.
We watch it walk downhill,
and to its fiery grave.
The monster is buried slowly,
and we are safe again.
Pent Up Hostility
You stupid whorish cunt.
You're such a fucking bitch.
I'd love to beat your face in,
just to see you flinch.
I'd knee you in the stomach,
and punch your ugly face.
I'd pull all your insides out,
and watch you twitch and shake.
Unfortunately I won't.
I just sit here and think it.
Revenge
You would think I'm crazy.
I'll get you back somehow.
You'll pay for all the damage caused.
You've already taken a bow.
The show just may be over,
but revenge has just begun
You think you got off easy,
Just remember, "Its all in fun."
Selfish Acts
I can't believe you lied,
And lead us on so long.
I can't believe you terrorized,
And left us feeling wrong.
You're very sick and sad.
You've got to stop and think,
About who you have hurt.
You've pushed me to the brink.
You've succeeded to hurt my friends,
So don't consider yourself free.
The one you hurt the most, though,
Just happened to be me.
Shattered
Broke pieces.
Some are lost.
Can't try glue.
All your fault.
No consideration.
Just no care.
You'll pay.
Not by my hand.
I'd love to hurt you.
But nice is worse.
I'll love you.
But despise you.
Can't put it together.
Use and Abuse
You just up and left
Without saying goodbye
Of course I got worried
But I haven't yet cried.
I've known for awhile
You're that kind of guy
The one who abandons
Without so much as goodbye.
I see through the motives
That spin in your head
You love and you leave
Without a note on the bed.
No "please," no "thank you"
No "you were just great"
You just use your looks
For some kind of bait.
When girls fall for you
You ask to take them home
And when you get there
You play and you roam.
When the poor girl wakes up
You're nowhere to be found
She'll never catch a glimps of you
To the bedpost she's still bound.
Now I wish I wouldn't
Have been so blind and dumb
To fall for all your games
I saw it for months to come.
I wish I could have warned myself
Made myself stay far away
But with you kind of watching me
I figured "I guess you can stay."
Of course when I woke up
You'd gone and disappeared.
All those months we withstanded
All the time that we'd cleared.
Now It kind of makes me sad
That you didn't say goodbye
But without you around my place
I can get a deserving good guy.