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LOVE POEMS

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Next Time

When I like a guy,
I tell myself to talk,
know, pry into his life.
Discover who he is; what he's worth.
Then when I know I like him,
a chance for me to act on my feelings comes.
I'm always afraid to take that chance,
but when it passes me by
I kick myself repeatedly for
not going for it.
"Next time," I tell myself,
when there could be no next time.
There will be no next time
So time stands alone.
But what is time?
"Time is a made up thing," -
He told me.
It's what humans use
to keep track of life.
But life is meaningless without love.

Behind The Scenes

It seems as though you understand,
my thoughts and where they're from.
Despite my cries of laughter and glee
you see what is to come.
You see, the words I say
are meaningless and cleared.
And no matter what I do
you know what is being feared.
I see you looking behind the scenes,
you know the laughter faded.
you know the actual reason behind
why I am feeling so jaded.
You look at me in wonderment
and think of why I'm so sad.
I keep my feelings hidden from you
but you still see them, good and bad.
You ponder when I'll open up
and let my dreams peek through.
But until then you're satisfied by
me just staying near you.

Dreams

If only you'd like me,
taking a chance,
and maybe making,
a dream of mine come true.
If only you understood
how much I like you.
Then you'd give me a chance,
I only need one.
If only you look
and notice me sitting here,
maybe see me in a different light
take away the friendly glow.
If only you'd see
that I'm crying out for you.
I need you now,
so just let me show you.

Locked Away

When I look into your eyes
I seem to lose my way.
The sun rises and sets in them
and I cannot look away.
You know you can hold me tight
in your locked and frozen gaze.
Trying to get out of them
is like escaping from a maze.
No matter what you try to do
I keep my stare away.
For if you were to capture me
I might stay there all day.

Loving You

You're so far away,
yet so close to heart.
Loving long distance
just rips me apart.
The love that you send
comes through e-mail or phone.
I can only imagine
not being alone.
You're really there,
but somehow you're not.
I want you to hold me,
but a phones what I've got.
I wish I could fly,
just to see your face.
And you'll hold me tight
in your warm embrace.

Maybe Someday

You know that I care
so much about you.
But for some reason
you don't love me too.
I sit and hope,
wish and pray,
that maybe you'll love me,
maybe someday.

Mediocre Perfection

I love the way you hold my hand,
and keep me in your arms.
I love the way you understand,
and enchant me with your charms.
I love the way you make me feel
every time I look your way.
I love the way you are so real
and will never fall astray.
I love just how you hypnotise
and keep me in your stare.
But more than that I love just you
and hopefully, you too care.

My One True Love

You're the light of my dark, the dawn of my day,
the laughs of the children, in the street as they play.
You're the blue of my sky, the green of my grass,
the clusters of clouds, I see as they pass.
You're the little inside, that counts a lot
the fine tuned details, of a daydream or thought.
You're the one ray of sunshine, that cuts through the dark,
the joy and amusement, that float through the park.
You're the one little blessing, that I have to count
the penny I save, (they all do amount).
You're a part of our team, the peace keeping dove,
You're the person I give it all to, my one true love.

Mysterious Thoughts

This is a poem of passion and love,
Of want, of lust, of kisses and hugs.
Things I dream of, that gleam in my eye.
That swirl around in my head as I cry.
Of dreams and hopes and wishes so true,
Hopes of love one day crossing me too.
Fulfilling things of great, far and wide,
Things I think of when I wonder "why?"
Mysterious thoughts, conveyed in my head,
As I lie awake, asleep in my bed.
These thoughts and hopes, wishes and dreams,
always running like water through streams.
Despite my want and yearning for love,
It never takes me, of course, with my luck.
I'll wonder and hope, wish and pray,
Of true love finding my life some day.
Until that time comes, this will have to do,
A pen, some paper and my thoughts of you.

Obsession to the Fullest

I'm dreaming, dreaming again, dreaming of falling in the wind.
Feeling each year of my life pass by, seeing each memory before my eyes.
Flashes of light, the swiping, shearing, and gleams reflecting off the metal.
I then begin to spin, spiralling out of control toward the floor.
I wait without you, seeing the ground nearing before I can grasp you.
My distance between the sky and ground closing, too quickly, I fear.
With or without you, I will tumble to an end, without your hand in mine.
But before hitting, I snap awake, knowing it's the dream again.
I roll over to touch your arms and your face,
feel your arms wrapped around me and enjoy the sweet embrace.
Your nose nuzzles my neck and I wish you would breathe,
the passion rises in my soul and I want more, need something.
Life always makes you feel like you need something more.
There is no end to this want.
It burns from your inside, like a sensation you can't refuse or something you desire.
Yet in getting what you want, you don't want it anymore. My dream was a desire; a desire that burned into a passion and a passion that transformed into obsession.
And finally, finally you are mine, mine to have and to hold.
The one I'll keep to me until I die, or worse at that, but it seemes your dead already, your skin cold to touch.
Once I got you seperated from the one you wanted, you were willing to do anything I wanted, and give me what I need.
It's too bad you can't be living to see how perfect we are.

Saying I Love You

Sayin I love you,
just isn't enough.
you put yourself down,
and hurt the ones you love.
See, we all love you,
especially me,
I'm beginning to believe,
that you don't seem to see.
You don't know that someone,
likes you for who you are.
Someone who's interested,
In what you'll become,
and someone who believes,
you'll amount to the world,
even if you don't think so.
Someone who stands behind you,
and supports what you say,
and if you're in a bind,
they'll dig you a escape.
It's like you dont understand,
that there ARE people in this world,
who can love someone,
by just being who they are.

Speculation

I sit alone in my room
And think of just you.
I wonder what it would be like
If you were sitting here too.
Making company of me
Sharing secrets hidden.
We talk of our lives and
Speak of subjects forbidden.
We stay up all night
Sleeping all day
Never forgetting
We felt this way.
So close to each other
Just like best friends
Even if in a fight
we've begun to mend.
This bond makes us strong
This bond makes us free
And personally i think
this is the way it should be.
Its just me and you
together as one.
That would have to be
my definition of love.

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