It
is wise, I think, to pen some words on the matter of what makes
a good student of occultism. A lot of focus seems to be put on
what may make a skilful and effective tutor, but few students, I
think, consider what makes a good pupil, beyond a desire to
study.
The
notes I have scribbled below are based on my experience of
having tutored, personally, in the esoteric sciences, several
dozen males and females, from eighteen years of age to
individuals well into their 60’s, since about 1989. My
opinions about the behaviour of these students is based on this
experience, and is effected by my knowledge of human psychology,
which I have studied since I was nine years old, and gained
qualifications to practice in during my mid-20’s. It is also
based on my own experience as a student of the mysteries seeking
effective initiation, and as a tutor who believes he has a
professional knowledge of the details of the formula that
governs the process of soul maturation (commonly called
initiation). A good deal of this knowledge, also, was gained
both in tutoring in private, one-on-one, and in groups such as
organized lodges of occult students.
The
concept of what makes a good student is really quite simple, but
often not accepted by the vast number of students of the occult
that shuffle through the threshold of the many and various
esoteric training situations that exist today.
I
might begin by dividing the stages of student activity and
growth into three levels or groups. The first level, into which
the complete novice enters, is that which involves a certain
degree of personal and relatively solo investigation of
literature and ideas expressed through various other media such
as videos, television and now the internet. Simple curiosity
kicks a process off which will soon lead for many in the first
level into a deliberate, enthusiastic search for information.
Once enough information is consumed to convince the individual
that he or she likes what he sees a quiet but resolute decision
is made to consider oneself an occultist of some type.
After
reading about magickians, rosicrucians, alchemists, witches,
etc, etc, the seeker at the first level of interest will often
quickly identify with one of these expressions of occultism. At
this point those who want to advance in their chosen area of
interest will usually decide that simple reading is not taking
them far enough, and that if they want to really learn they must
gain some kind of deeper education in these matters. Once a
preference for some particular school of thought concerning
occultism is reached we find that the field of players divides
into two teams. In one team we have those who decide it is best
to be self-educated. In the other team we have those who will
seek education from a personal teacher. It is not unusual for
many seekers to be trapped at this stage for years, often
changing teams because of the benefits they may see in now being
self taught, or now being taught from someone else.
It
might be argued, though, that many of the persons on the 'solo
or teacher' merry-go-round lean with a heavy bias towards
self-tuition. We can see this situation expressed through the
greater preference, these days, for learning occultism by
correspondence (at a distance), or by joining a group where the
teaching is provided primarily through written material, not by
individual personal tutors. In this way many students fool
themselves into believing they are being trained in an ‘Order’
or ‘Lodge’ or whatever, sharing thus with other
individuals fraternally, when in fact the major source of
training they are getting is impersonally from the author(s) of
the lectures they study. This method leaves the student in a
situation where he or she is largely left up to their own
devices as to how they interpret information, and how seriously
they apply practical exercises. Therefore all this type of
situation really is is a glorified version of what they
previously experienced where their information came largely from
reading or other media, and therefore still belong to group one,
the solo student.
In
most cases at the end of a life of studying in this fashion all
that the student will have accomplished is the acquisition of
information, with a small degree of familiarity of some popular
practical exercises. He dies a well-informed student but with
relatively little spiritual progress under his belt (in
consideration of the bigger picture). I realize this statement
will be hotly argued against by people who are in this position,
particularly those in later life. But such an argument can only
be made by persons who dwell in circles of students who
experience a similar lack of progress and who have little or no
experience of the degree of actual progress they could have made
if they made the switch from the ‘solo student’ team to the
‘teacher-pupil’ team.
My
personal experience demonstrates that there are many aspirants
who have brief flirtations with the teacher-pupil
relationship. Many will leave such a relationship either
seriously disappointed (for whatever reason) or feeling that the
short and unproductive experience they had was very productive
and all that was required at the present time.
Here
we come to the concept of what really is required from a student
in order to make real progress, beyond the pop occult
merry-go-round, into an area of experience which can truly be
called occult, that is – hidden and uncommon – the second
level of student activity.
It
is known that we can only progress so far by reading and by
trying to teach ourselves, without any firm commitment to an
experienced guide or teacher. I sincerely believe that if the
adept occultists of the classic ages and beyond had learned that
the bulk of us could find nirvana without aid they would never
have established so many fraternal training
institutions. The greatest mystery schools in history were
not made up of people who were totally self-taught. They were
fraternities and sororities that prized group experience and
personal training above self-tuition.
The
simple, clear, and demonstratible fact about occult training,
which is aimed at helping the student attain a greater degree of
enlightenment, as opposed to those that only teach magick
tricks, is that the individual quickly reaches a condition where
he or she cannot progress without aid from outside. Anyone who
denies this has either never been near this second level of
student activity, or they do not understand the formula of
spiritual evolution itself, or they are already amongst the rare
and highly evolved souls who have enough personal power to
progress without aid.
The
rational for our claim is this. No matter what system of
spiritual development we may follow they are all based on the
same essential formula. Only the techniques and the outer
clothing vary. There are many paths towards the goal, but there
is only one journey. This path or universal formula consists of
a reintegration of the passive and receptive powers of the
unconscious mind with the aggressive and active powers of the
conscious mind. This is the oft talked about mystic marriage or
alchemical wedding that produces the occult androgyny, the
perfect immortal master of the mysteries of Nature
Any
attempt at trying to accomplish this goal is by its very nature
dangerous. And this is why. The first stage of this process is
what the alchemists called the negrido. This term refers to
either a dissolution, or putrefaction, if you like, and
blackening (metaphorically speaking) of the psyche. It involves
the orientation of the waking conscious mind towards the
sleeping unconscious mind. This is usually achieved through some
kind of meditation. The result of even a half successful attempt
at this reorientation is that the functions, the integrity and
mechanism, of the conscious mind, the ‘I’ that we think we
are, are broken down by the powerful forces of dissolution in
the unconscious.
Our
‘I’ is the focus of our ability to maintain some degree of
sanity, or rational approach to life’s demands. It is our
stable island in the vast tumbling ocean of life. The
unconscious is itself the ocean of live. It is huge, powerful
and deep. Any attempt at trying to break down the superficial
structure of the ‘I’ with the solvent properties of the
unconscious, therefore, leads to an increase in non-rational
behaviour. A mild psychosis sets in. We find we are now more
easily prone to anxiety, paranoia, depression, self-delusion,
hallucination and above all … irrational behaviour.
The
upshot of this condition, which is an unavoidable prerequisite
to real spiritual progress, is that we increasingly sink into a
mental state where we cannot easily at all make productive
rational decisions about some very simple things, let alone the
complex and almost entirely foreign stage of progress we now
find ourselves in. Under these conditions the only way not to
find ourselves quickly turned back to the comfort of our old
outworn selves is to put our trust in an external guide to
navigate for us the rough seas of the unconscious.
Without
such a guide we may either altogether avoid the preliminary
stage of dissolution, thus remaining in the first group of
students, which is the most common reaction, or we may enter the
turmoil only to be spat out again finding ourselves hardly any
better off and shaken to some degree. This is relatively common
to, and serves, often, as a basis for a degree of fear, which
keeps us from ever again risking the danger of the deep again,
in preference for the sunny slopes of the unevolved ‘I’.
The
difficulty, then, is not in getting into the first stage of
dissolution, because many occultists experience this sooner or
later to some degree. The difficulty is in crossing the ocean to
find the new country, the next level of progress, on the other
side of the uncharted territory. Any attempt to do this alone is
like trying to navigate the Congo without a map our experienced
guide. The result will almost always be death or becoming
irretrievably lost (insane).
The
student who therefore finds himself in the middle of an attempt
at crossing from level one student (solo) to level two (guided)
in the middle of the dissolution phase is the individual who is
in the middle of a struggle against the fear that there is no
God (omnipotent controlling factor in Nature) and a need to
trust the guide.
How
did I jump to such conclusion? It is simple. The desire to
control our own progress totally, that is to remain in group
one, is based on the premise that we know what is best for us
and that to trust someone else with our spiritual progress may
at the least be a waste of our time, or, at the most, be a great
risk to our sanity or life. The belief that we must try to
control all the factors of our spiritual progress ourselves,
then, presupposes that there is no omnipotent controlling factor
in the universe. “I can’t trust in the existence of God (a
universal plan), therefore my personal safety is in my own
hands” we might find such a student exclaiming ... if he was
honest with himself.
This
is an interesting natural barrier to reach, then. It is what I
refer to as the first serious crisis the student undergoes in
his attempt to realize that his safety is not in his own hands,
but is in the hands of a greater power. If we must go through
the dissolution phase, then, and that phase includes our loosing
rational control of our ability to make productive (spiritual)
choices where our training is concerned, hence the need for a
guide, and we reject the guide, then we are immediately stalled
from further progress forward.
This
is the true ‘gate’ to the ancient mysteries, which we are
either turned away from, or enter in through, if we know the key
to admission.
On
the other hand if we trust in the omnipotence of the universal
cause, and can therefore trust our guide, and we are landed on
the far shore of the first phase of the Great Work, then we
learn, during that journey, that there is a Greater power, one
which assures our safety and which has a definite plan for our
future.
The
question of trusting the tutor’s guidance is a very big
problem to be faced with. For most aspirants, as we have said,
the question is one they simply would never entertain. With such
a choice made they have turned back from the threshold to the
mysteries without, often, even realizing they were groping at
its porch. For yet one more life such a person will, usually,
not leave the outer school, struggling with finding comfort in
their reading, in visiting social gatherings of other
occultists, of listening to the words of those who also turned
back from the brink. In their old age they will tell themselves
that it takes many lives to progress, ignoring the possibility
that they already have lived many lives turning back from the
entrance to the hidden realm. Many, finally, mumbling upon their
death bed the sad refrain … I am perplexed.
“But,”
we hear you insist, “you don’t just expect that we should
pick any tutor and trust him or her implicitly without a care
for whether or not that teacher is capable, sane or
trustworthy?” This, of course, would be foolish. There is a
point, early on in the process of seeking tuition, where the
person of average intelligence, who has not as yet waded waste
deep into the first stage of dissolution, and therefore is still
in possession of his or her normal faculties of judgment, that
one is capable of making a reasonable character assessment of
any proposed choice of tutor. It therefore goes without saying
that if we believe we have a very poor ability to judge a
persons character then we should avoid seeking
a tutor at all.
The
difficulty is not so much found at the outset of the enterprise,
where we are still capable of making a reasonably good character
assessment of a chosen tutor, but is in fact at the point where
we are in the dissolution phase, and we are irrational, and we
start to, naturally, fear the tutors advice and decide to ignore
it or alter it.
The
last type of student, he or she who has advanced to the third
group or level is that person who, having been guided through
the dangers of the fearful ocean of the unconscious, now has a
rudimentary knowledge of both sides of his reality, the hidden
and revealed, and can now continue on his path of discovery
knowing with the utmost surety what is essential to further
progress and what is not.
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