I stayed tonight to scream
a weight lifted my heart shallow once again
I cannot suspect the future will hold better things now
I can only hope...
that lump in my throat...I almost lost control
the first words I could feel my heart wanting to jump out
I faced cliffs and dove into crystal waters
thousands of feet up I looked down and jumped
a silly little rubber band attached to my ankles
150 feet up and I leapt...
But tonight those first words wracked nerves worse than all combined
I came with a white flag..
my war was done
and I let you know
what I needed to say was said
and now perhaps I can start healing.
After months of pure agony
for once I feel almost at east.
After endless days of tears
they have dried up.
Words still come
though they speak my heart
I was sorry then
now I have found calm once more.
How long will it last
I do not know
But I know my war with you
has found peace
lasting
in my heart
in my soul
in my mind
I have finally laid you to rest.
