Say good-bye
sheets would bellow
cold and stale air about
filled lungs of heart's angst
page through me a used book
spine broken
my restoration was useless
a cold mind faltered with a cold heart
that your hands dumped away into ocean's sands
Parting was not always sorrow
sometimes we are forced to trudge through
the mud we rained upon ourselves
Cradled thoughts of memories never made
my princess dreams fell through
and what was left of shattered hope
a broken shell
with no horses or men to put back together again
I would cry
if I had the tears enough to face what you've done to me
I would sleep
if I had the strength to dream about you again
I would turn off the lights
if the dark did not speak your name incessantly
Pining
It was my heart
running
is what it all came to...
to save my life
to save my sanity
to lose all faith
Cry for the wicked
and scream for my forgiveness
you on your knees begging could not heal the wounded
brittle features carried on without your needed touch
I wanted it to be you
shipwreck of a man
I wanted and yearned and craved
what rested deep
the one thing
I could never touch
Cry for me
my sin filled dreams
my salt stained sheets
my blood stained heart
my withered soul
and the tiny things in your stone heart
that will lead you on to other vivid hearts.
