Chapter 4
*Nick*
When I got to the hotel I told them my name and all that crap. I went into my room and went to the bed. I threw my bag and Nat’s bag that she left in the car on the floor. I started to cry. I love someone and she just goes and breaks my heart. I didn’t know what was going to happen next.
I was calming my self down a little bit and I turned on the t.v. and started to watch it. Then the phone rang. I thought it would be my mom or her mom so I picked it up.
“Hello?” I said.
“Nick?” A quite voice said. I knew that it was Nat.
“Yes?” I said.
“We.... We need to talk.” She said between sobs. Had she been crying all this time too?
“I know we do.” I said. I really wanted to put this behind me. But I know its going to be the hardest thing to do.
“Nick, I didn’t know what I was doing.” She said.
“How could you not know what you were doing? You kissed Brian my friend.” I said. I was angry. My voice went up a bit. I didn’t want that to happen it just kind of....did.
“I don’t know Nick, I really don’t know. Its just kind of Happened.”
“How could something like that just happen?”
“I don’t know. I really don’t know. We got caught up in the moment.” She said. I could tell she was in her room hugging her bear that she’s always had and trying not to cry.
“In the moment what moment? Nat, you guys are friends. You danced before and never did that!” I said. Now I was really going off and I knew I shouldn’t of.
“Nick, I really didn’t know what was going on. Please.”
“Please what? Am I supposed to not be mad and forgive you? Natalie, this is going to take longer than one sorry.” Now I could tell that my tears were going to come back and hers were going.
“Nick, I don’t know what else to do.”
“Natalie, your really going to have to think this threw. Now I have to go. Bye.” I hung up the phone.
I don’t know why I called her Natalie I never did. Only when we were playing around kissing or something, but this was different.
I walked into the bathroom and took a shower and went to bed. But I really couldn’t sleep. That whole night.
*Nat*
Oh god what did I do? I ruined the only love that I’ve ever had in my life. Just from one kiss. A kiss that meant nothing to me. I put the phone down a few minutes after Nick hung up on me. I walked into my closet and took out a box. In the box was pictures. Of me and Nick. Just us.
I had a lot of pictures of us. We were friends so long and it just turned into what we had a little while ago, I guess now I have to try to work this out with him.
I didn’t sleep at all that night. I looked at the pictures of me and him. I was looking at one of us and trying to sleep. As I put my hand over our smiling faces I crumbled it up. I threw it to the ground and started to cry. For the millionth time that day. I just stayed there and didn’t do anything about it.