what am i to do with these feelings i have?
where can i hide them when they hurt me so?
my heart is too full of emotions to hold more,
so where else could they go?
finding reasons to lie to myself is so easy now.
they're the same reasons as always, i'll say.
i'm too naive to know what's really wrong
so i look around trying to find the way.
why do i love him? or do i even love him at all?
why can't i stop thinking about him all day long?
why do i look for false love wherever i go?
it's as sad as an overplayed old love song.
where have my friends gone?
have i really lost them all?
maybe i never really had any,
so who will help me when i fall?
~me
