That, or someone REALLY wants to get in touch with me bad, and is sending me a hell of a psychic wavelength. Kind of like Steve W used to try to tell me, back in high school, when he'd be lying on my father's living room couch, zonked out of his head, telling me "We can talk with our MINDS, don't you see? We're on the same wavelength. Why aren't you answering me?!"And I wasn't "zonked" in the slightest, I was just letting him crash at my place because his parents were home, and mine weren't, and I'm trying to tell him "Steve, I'm not on your wavelength, dude."

Except that I'm receiving loud and clear now. With some weird interference, for sure, and it's not a full duplex line. Believe me, if there's someone out there responsible for making me dream that me, Adonis, Kevin Lizyness, and Dawn Ferro joined a cult led by Faith (I want to say Peltier?) because the world is ending and we have to go to an alternate universe that seems to be on valium, I SOOOO want to reach out and TOUCH them. Oh yeah, I want to touch them again and again and again... with the flat side of a cast iron skillet, boy howdy. If this is what acid is like, why do people use it? Freaking creepy.

Another story line that seems to be popular in my subconscious viewing selection these days is "the boyfriend that never was in high school." That's right, I'm having dreams that I'm back in high school, and I'm dating one of the guys that I always had a mega crush on but never did manage to hook up with, mainly due to my own unique combination of shyness and down right stupidity. I needed a big sign that said "Blind and hard of hearing, please flirt aggressively." Or else "Yes, you do have to spell it out, I am dense." Had I made a pass at Scott Burns oh so many years ago, who I'd only had a crush on since the 5th grade, would I have ended up married to such a penis as the man I did the first time? I have a feeling the answer would have been no. Not that I'd be married to Scott either. Who knows. I believe there are many potential "One True Love's" out there for every person, it's just managing to hook up with them at the right place and time. Adonis and I found each other some how, but who knows, maybe one of these other fellas - Scott Burns, for instance, could have also been one of those One True Loves. Guess I'll never know. But anyway, I haven't thought about him in 5 or 6 years - not since a mutual friend, Colin, tried to get me to seduce Scotty boy away from his fiance (who I think he ended up marrying), because he really disliked the girl. Even then, I never did talk to him or see him - hadn't talked to him or seen him since, what, 9th grade? Mr. Curtis's social studies class, I think? Remember grating up chalk in his chair, and I can't believe he actually SAT in it, after standing there talking that whole time... Poor Scott took the blame for it, because he couldn't keep a straight face, when the plan was both of ours. LOL

Anyway, the question is, fond memories of friendship and teenage lust aside, why in blazes am I dreaming of Scott Burns and being 14 years old all over again, NOW? Does anyone out there have a clue? Makes me wonder if I should start looking up these people, just to say "hi, have you been thinking of me lately, by the way? For the weirdest damn reason, I've been thinking of you."