hidden thoughts
by Britt Treece
she closes her eyes and closes her mind
falling into deep sleep
hoping to leave behind all that eats below the surface
learned long ago to hide the pain
never say a word and the happiness will stay
in time you'll see this just doesn't work, I pray
if she listens to questions, sleepless nights ensue
am I the only one who could ever help you?
no
she quiets the questions and thoughts of her life
never speaks them aloud or in her head
they spring to life once seated on her bed
hidden thoughts never die
you think it's easier to forget
I pray you sleep tonight my love
I pray you open your heart
to the Man who gave you His life
hidden thoughts never die
you wish it was easier to forget
she tries hard to hide the pain
but the thoughts never change
she runs
feeling alone and trapped
she runs