torture
by Britt Treece
I want a friendship
you're my best friend
we're as close as brother and sister
but I won't date anyone right now, not now, the time's not right
I won't date anyone
when I see you, I treat you like trash
only thing pretty about this now is the way I dropped you
like a heavy rock off a cliff - you're shattered
I've got a very pretty boy by my side now
and I don't want to see you
I've got this boy by my side
this is no lie
I'm not living a lie
I'm in town this weekend
but you won't see my face
I won't make the smallest effort...
but I am in Raleigh tonite
but who's sleeping in my house?
who's sleeping with me, in my bed?
who's touching me as you sleep?
this is a nightmare
next to my worst
this is my nightmare
and mine alone
