Reincarnation
I, Clara, have had several experiences dealing with reincarnation and karma. The story below is just one of them...I hope to be able to write more later of other experiences and will link to them below when I do.
I have read several books on the subject of reincarnation and have felt that former lives are having an effect on me in one way or another through out my life.. My first marriage lead me to believe that there might be more to my sub-servient feelings towards my first husband then just the life I was experiencing in this lifetime. Here is one of my stories.
I started to dabble in self-hypnosis and in one of my hypnosis trance states I found myself as a very young jewish boy in a concentration camp during world war two. I was seeing myself as a boy force to undergo sexual encounters with a male prison guard for food to survive on. This was not an experience that was easy to view. I found that I had feelings toward that guard that were of fear and resentment...and yet...I did what I did to live and was under the total control of that prison guard. I was locked in and there was no way out for me as that child I viewed in the trance. The guard later was transfered and I died in that camp.
When I woke from my trance I felt such saddness for that child but wondered if it was just a dream I had or was real of another life.
I told my then husband nothing of the trance but that I was just doing some self-hypnosis. He thought I was full of it you might say and asked me to put him under hypnosis.
I proceeded to do so and tried to take him back to another life...just to see if he had one he could recall also.
He visioned himself as a nazi prison guard during world war two.
Goose bumps rose up on my arms as he talked in his trance. I realized that he was the gurard that held my life in his hands and abused that power. He also recalled in his trance that he was transfered to northern africa where he then died.
In many ways it helped me to understand why I was so easily controled by my first husband...feelings from another life were intruding on this one.
I never told my ex about my own personal trance and never will. I doubt he would believe me anyways. I doubt many would believe me....but it is what happened.
