Such a crazy week. Why did any of this happen? Why did any of it happen in the first place? Could Life be that unfair That a single soul could screw up so bad and pay such major consequences? To suffer this much? Most people will say to you "there are other fish in the sea," but there's only one perfect catch and to let it slip away from your fingers and not throw in your line. Well, you might as well just dock you boat and retire your fishing pole. If only people could come up with something intelligent to say, at least then we can all relate to it, something that's, normal. Not fish. That's not important, now what's important what was important is now over. We need to talk again, I need to hear everything one more time. If there is any hope I would need to hear it. What if it's rejection? Is that really what I want AGAIN? I don't know for sure what I want to hear. I mean would it make me a stronger person? Or would it make me weaker? Could I move on? To loose my whole world because of small words, is so unfair to see. To know that it could have all been prevented but because of one mistake it's gone. I don't think there is a second chance. Things will never be the same, is it just a bad dream? Or maybe a good dream that's gone bad? Even than though, a dream would never kill me inside this much. It would rip me up inside so badly. And there boys and girls is the difference between dream and reality. Looking over the beach that we sat on for so many times together. Her words echoed in my head "That was than. This is Now. Maybe there will be a next time." Will there be a next time? Is this now? Did it all just end in a splash?
So many questions and all left unanswered! Wanna know what happens next? Wait til the sequel comes out!
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