Nick came into his room and when the door closed, he leaned on it, forehead first. He put his hands on the door and, with sudden frustration, he banged his head on the door.
- Stupid! Stupid ! Stupid !!
- Hold on!! I'm coming!!!… Nick dude, what are you doing?!
Nick turned his face to his friend and Brian saw the tears glittering in his eyes.
- Dude, What's wrong?!
- She's in love with me Bri…
- What?! Who?!
- Sidney…
- Sidney's in love with you?!
Nick nodded and came into the room. Brian followed him, asking questions.
- When did you learn that?!
- I always knew… I guess. But she tolled me today.
- How about you?! Do you love her ?!
Nick sat down on his bed.
- Like a mad man… But…
Brian sat next to him.
- But?!!
Nick sighted and tolled him the story. The whole story. Brian listen but couldn't believe what he was hearing. Sidney and Nick?! Fuckfriend ?!! Those guys were perfect for each other, why would they just ruin it and not love for 2 years?!
-… I can't be with her Brian, I just can't.
- Wow…. This is so weird… But why can't you be with her?!
- I've hurt her before… I don't wanna do it again… I care way too much about her…
- You always get hurt, no matter what happens but that the risk of falling in love. Look, you got along great with her when she came to work for us, you guys were inseparable together and then you did that " Mistake " on New Year but you went back to her, again. You must have had feelings for Sid even thought it took you two years to realize it. Nick shrugged his shoulders and Brian put a hand on his head.
- Just give it a try little dude. Maybe those pains you see are just itsy bitsy pieces she closed up in a box. It's worth a try if you really love the girl… Nick looked at his friend and Brian smiled at him.
- Think about it… Brian patted Nick on the back, got up and left.
Nick didn't know what to think. He loved Sidney…. He did so much but he hurt her before and he didn't want to do it again. He wanted to make her happy but she would always remember him hurting her before… Nick was all mixed up and fell asleep from to much thinking.
2 weeks went by, Nick and Sidney still ignore themselves but hung out with the rest of the guys as much as they could.
AJ had Nick's head after he talked with Sidney but Brian came to Nick's rescue and he talked with AJ. Both of them realized that they knew so much but didn't really realized it. They decided to take care of the pair and each got news about the other from the other protector.
Nick was still pondering Brian's question in his mind. A side of him was yelling " YES!! YES!! JUST GOT FOR IT!! " But he had a doubt and this doubt was pushing him like someone pushing a three year old se he would wait.
Sidney decided to take some time off as AJ suggested after hearing her story. He tolled her to give the boy some time so he would ponder all this stuff her had in his mind now. AJ help her packed her stuff and even paid her tickets to Orlando and landed her his house for the vacation.
Chapter 10 coming soon