Left From Center - Nick Carter

Angel in the Night

This story is not intended for readers under the age of 18.

Taking a deep breath I could just barely make out her scent. Laying here half-asleep I wasn’t sure if I was still dreaming or not, but I knew I wanted her near me. I missed her so much. The air around me was warm and smelled of her, I was sure of it.

“Angel, come to me.” I whispered.

“Yes, Nick, I’m here. I miss you too.” Her voice was not even a whisper, more like a thought in my head. But I was sure I felt her warm breath on my cheek. “You were thinking of me tonight, weren’t you?” She asked, and she seemed a little closer now.

“Yes, my Angel. I miss you so much. It’s not fair that we have to be apart like this.” I wanted to see her again, touch her, feel her touch. Yes, I could definitely feel her near me, feel the warmth radiating off of her. How close was she? I was too afraid to open my eyes. Too afraid I’d break the spell and she’d be gone.

“Were you just thinking of me, or were you dreaming of me too?” There was playfulness in her voice and I knew what she was asking. I had to smile, yes I had in fact been dreaming of her, wanting to go to her myself. “I know you were dreaming, my love. Show me.” Oh, this was going to be torture. But, I wanted it just the same.

I didn’t even bother sitting up, I just used my feet to slowly work the covers down my chest and finally letting them rest below my knees. The A/C was on, but I could feel her warming me, or maybe it was just my imagination. Maybe this was all still part of my dream.

“Nick, open your eyes, love. See me tonight.” Still afraid she would vanish as she has so many times in the past I slowly opened my eyes praying just once that I would be able to see her fully. Yes, she was here. I could even make out her hypnotizing green eyes this time. She is getting stronger. “You’ve taught me well, Nick. Don’t look away.” God, this hurt so much. I wanted to touch her. My eyes were burning from the tears held back. Her beauty always does that to me. Does she realize how much I love her? “I love you too, Nick.”

“You are getting stronger. You are in my mind as well.” Watching her she became more and more visible. “Angel, I can see you so clearly tonight. Touch me, please?” I knew the risk I was taking. One touch could break the spell. One touch and she’d be gone.

“Nick, I’m afraid….” She started but her hand was reaching for me just the same.

“Angel, please. I need you. You can do this, I know you can. You’ve always been strong.” I closed my eyes in anticipation, wanting the softness of her fingers in my hair, on my chest, stroking me. It was so unfair.

“Nick, open your eyes and watch me. Help me stay tonight.” And my breath caught in my throat as her fingers caressed my bottom lip. Instinctively licking my lips I actually felt and tasted her fingers there and let out an involuntary moan. “You feel me, baby? Am I really here?”

“Yes.” Was all I could whisper. She continued her gentle touch down my cheek, along the line of my jaw, down my neck. It was such a soft touch, barely there. I don’t know if that was deliberate, or all she could manage. “Angel, kiss me.” I wanted her so badly. Opening my eyes she was so near. I could feel her body pressed against my side.

“I want you too, Nick. So much. So much.” I watched as she leaned over and touched her lips to mine. Our contact actually made her stronger this time. Yes, she was definitely here with me, like I had wished on so many occasions. Reaching up I ran my hand up her back and tangled my fingers in to her hair at the back of her neck. God, I held on so tight, as if by sheer physical force I could actually keep her here as I deepened our kiss. Her tongue ran along the underside of mine before she took it in her mouth and began to suck on it. Reaching around her with my other hand I pulled her on top of me. I had to feel her everywhere. I missed this so much.

When she broke our kiss I started to complain, but stopped when I felt her tongue on my neck. She was kissing and sucking on the side of my neck right at that spot below my ear that drives me crazy. “Angel.” Was all I could manage. I felt her smile against my skin before she began a slow path down my neck to my shoulders. God, if this is a dream, please don’t ever let me wake up. As her mouth closed around one of my nipples I gasped. That caught me off guard. Looking down at her she was looking up at me, a smile sparkling in her eyes. Could she feel me like I feel her? Is it the same? Reading my thoughts she just nodded her head and flicked her tongue across my other nipple. Pulling her head closer I felt her first suck at then bite down on my nipple and my erection jumped in anticipation.

Taking a moment to think it registered that I could feel the silkiness of her skin as she slid along my body. She was so strong tonight. So clear. Tonight, she had no clothes on, and I needed to touch her.

“My Angel, lay down next to me. Let me touch you, feel you, let you feel my touch.” Would she do it? I was rewarded by feeling her slowly slide back up my body before lying down next to me. She was on her back and her dark auburn hair fell in curls all over the pillow and my arm that was still behind her, still holding her hair in my hand. Her lips were parted slightly as she watched me. One more kiss. Leaning down I tried to keep the kiss gentle and soft. But I wanted her so much I couldn’t help but deepen the kiss, forcing my tongue in her mouth. Without thinking my other hand went to her breast and lightly ran my fingers along the underside, causing her to shiver. “You feel me baby?” I asked not even breaking the kiss. My answer, her hands in my hair pulling me closer. She bit down on my bottom lip before sucking it into her mouth. I love when she does that! I took her entire breast in my hand, massaging her nipple to a taught peak, before moving my hand and doing the same to the other.

“Nick, please.” She broke our kiss. I knew what she wanted, what we both wanted. But, it was too soon. She was here and I was going to take full advantage of her strength tonight. Trailing kisses down her neck I felt her breathing become faster. I gently nipped at her jaw line.

“I love you, my Angel.” I said in between kisses making my way to her shoulder. One hand still in her hair, and the other teasing her nipples I nipped at her collarbone and felt her squirming underneath me. I could feel my painfully hard erection pressing against the inside of her thigh. It would be so easy… But, I wanted more. Releasing her hair I quickly took one of her nipples into my mouth pulling on it hard and flicking my tongue across it. I could hear her whispering my name over and over, and it was driving me crazy. I loved how she said my name. Loved how it sounded being spoken with her sexy quiet voice. I gave her other breast the same treatment and she arched her back up into me. Still, I wanted more.

“Nick, I want to feel you inside me tonight. Don’t let me go. Let me feel you.” She was whimpering.

“Don’t worry, sweet Angel, tonight, anything you want.” I just hoped I could keep my promise. That she really was strong enough to stay. Sliding my body lower I let my tongue tickle across her belly and around her navel before licking over to her right hip. I took my time alternating between sucking on her hip, licking, and teasingly nipping at it. I could feel her hands in my hair pulling more to her center. Yes, I knew what she wanted. But in time. I let her pull me to where she wanted, but I didn’t touch her, just let my breath tickle her before moving to her left hip. I teased her the same way, only this time running my hands down the outside of her thighs and then back up the inside, stopping just short of her outer folds. I could feel the goose bumps on her skin. Her hands had long left my hair, and when I looked up she had each nipple between the fingers of one of her hands. All I could do was watch for a moment. Her skin was pink with the warmth of desire. Her eyes were closed and her mouth slightly parted trying to control her breathing.

“Angel, open your eyes and watch me.” I commanded. I wanted her to see me as well as feel me. I wanted to see that look in her eyes. When she finally opened her eyes I slid one finger down the center of her and pressed down on her clit.

“Ah! Nick, please!” Ignoring my own overwhelming desires for the moment, I continued making small circles on her clit. I wanted to taste her. Moving my hand I forcefully went down on her, kissing her center, darting my tongue in and out of her and then pressing it up against her clit before returning it back inside of her. I took both hands and placed them under each thigh pulling her closer to me. It also gave me more leverage to apply more pressure while I continued to force my tongue in and out of her, loving the taste of her. Using one hand I began again to make circles over her clit never moving my mouth from her opening. I wanted her to cum, and I wanted to taste and feel it when she did. “Nick! Nick! Baby, please, don’t stop now. I’m so close!” She was raising her hips up to meet the rhythm I had set. I could feel her tightening and new she was close. God I was close myself. I realized my own hips were moving up and down with our rhythm, pressing into the bed like I wanted to press into her. I had to slow for a second. “Nick, don’t, please.”

“It’s ok, baby. I just needed to get control of myself for a second” I lifted my head only slightly to answer her before taking her in my mouth again and thrusting my tongue back into her. I increased the pressure on her clit and both my tongue and finger began to move faster and harder. She was right there, and all of a sudden I felt the rush of her orgasm on my tongue. Her whole body tensed as she screamed my name- although the scream itself was hardly more than a whisper. Taking my time I wanted to taste all of her that I could. Slowly she came down from her high and released the sheets she had clenched in her fists. Once her breathing returned to normal I let myself kiss my way back up to her mouth.

“How I’ve missed that!” She told me before pulling me in for a deep kiss. Her tongue deep in my mouth I knew she could taste herself and I knew that turned her on. “Nicky, baby, you must be hurting so much. I need to feel you inside me right now.” I didn’t need anymore coaxing. Using my knee, I pushed her legs open and paused for a second with the head of my dick just barely touching her. Bending down I kissed her hard pushing into her at the same time. “Ahhhhh!” She gasped as I filled her. I could actually feel her muscles stretching around me. We both were still for a minute just enjoying the feeling of each other.

I had to start moving. I need that friction. Slowly I pulled almost all the way out and then pushed back into her just as slowly. Leaning up on my elbows I wanted to watch her as I made love to her. I wanted to remember every feature, every expression. I wanted this to last forever. I kept up my slow pace driving us both crazy with pain, pleasure, desire, fever, all of the above. Pulling out again and stopping with just the head still inside her she reached up, grabbed my ass, and pulled me back down to her hard. “No more teasing!” She demanded.

Laying down on top of her completely, I bit at her jaw and growled into her ear, “So, that’s how you want it, Baby?” I didn’t let her answer. I pulled completely out and slammed back into her. My answer, she screamed my name. Pulling out again I slammed back into her. She was so hot, so wet, and so soft. It was driving me crazy, but I held on. I could feel her muscles tighten around me as her desire increased, but I didn’t slow my pace or how hard I was pushing into her. I wrapped one hand behind her neck grabbing a hand full of hair while kissing her with a pace and force equal to our lovemaking. My other arm I wrapped under her back and completely around her waist pulling her tight up against me. “Angel, my Angel!” I was so close. “Please, baby, let me feel you cum for me.” I was so hard; I just kept pushing into her as fast and as hard as I could. Still grabbing her hair I pulled her head back and began kissing her neck. Then sucking on it and biting it. “Cum for me Angel!” I demanded.

“Oh, yes, Nick! I, I’m, Nick!” I knew she was ready, so was I.

“Now Angel! Cum for me Now!” Immediately I felt her muscles contract violently around my dick and a flood of warmth crashed over me.

“Nicky!” She screamed.

Once more I pulled out and slammed back into her. “Angelina! My Angel!” Still feeling her orgasm around me I released my own pushing as far into her as I could possibly go. Pulse after pulse I released my fluid into her. After several minutes my heart started to stop its erratic pounding and I realized I had her in a vice grip in my arms and I had actually bitten down on her shoulder. Relaxing my arms and pulling away I was thankful I didn’t break her beautiful skin. Yes, there was a mark, but she never minded that.

I rolled over pulling her on top of me. Using both my hands I combed through her hair while looking into her eyes. Already, I could tell she was starting to fade. The energy expended during our lovemaking had drained her strength and she wouldn’t be with me for much longer. **Sigh** A single tear escaped at the thought of falling asleep without her, again. Her fingers touched my cheek and captured the solitary tear.

“I know, Nicky.” I could hardly hear her voice. My hands were resting on my chest now, as I couldn’t hold her any more. Looking hard I realized I really couldn’t even see her anymore, just feel her and smell her. God how I loved her scent. But, didn’t I say that already?

“Angelina?” I called. “My Angel, I love you.” I needed her to hear me before she was completely gone.

“I love you too” I didn’t even hear the words with my ears, they were heard inside my head. “You taught me well, Nick. You give me strength.” I could still feel her warmth like a summer breeze around me. She’s still holding on.

“Yes, you were very strong tonight. Rest, I know you are tired. Next time, I will come to you.” I knew she had been coming to me more because she wanted to practice, to gain strength. But after tonight, she deserved to rest and to feel my strength.

“Goodnight, my love. Soon, soon the tour will be over and we can be together. Really together.” She was almost gone.

“Angel!” I cried. I missed her so much. It seemed even more now than before she came to me tonight. “Angel, I love you! Yes, soon we’ll be together.” There was a rush of warmth that swirled around me and then I felt the chill of the air conditioner and the hollow emptiness of my hotel room. Pulling the covers over me I rolled over and pulled the pillow she had been resting on to me. Taking a deep breath I could still smell her scent. I fell asleep breathing her in and dreamt of when I could hold her in my arms for real.

Karina c2002

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