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Friday, December 26, 2003
I suppose you never really know how many people care about you until you start to feel bad. It's amazing how comforting friends can be. I love you all. Thank you so much for being there for me. I'm here for you if you ever need it. I am not discussing Christmas to the public because it's too personal for me. So um, don't ask? Anyway, my mom thinks I am sick, I don't exactly feel the same way about that. Apparently I have a fever and joint pains- which means flu. If all flu feels like I feel right now, I wouldn't mind it. Ohh, I suppose I did think today so I have something to write about. I went to Kohls to, um, shop, what else do you there? Sit in the lost and found people section? Annnyway, it amazes me how many people go through life hiding behind clothes, makeup, jewelry, etc. There were so many girls there that were just caked with makeup, it was pretty gross (I could tell they had a lot on not because I was like, licking them or anything, but because there were a lot of people and we were all sort of packed in there...). I realized I was judging these people based on what they look like, but I knew that wasn't right, so I stopped (and wondered what they were thinking about me *sigh* I hate doing that, but it's better then judging people). I wonder why those girls put on so much makeup? I mean some look like they have been doing it forever, why though? Some people say it's to make them more confidant. I wish more people could be happy with the way they look. I think this world would be a better place, but eh, who knows what I'm saying. I am a little disillusional or something. Goodnight, bye, morning?

Sunday, December 21, 2003
Whoa, it's Chris W.'s birthday... Well, Chris, if you see this, Happy Birthday!! The football game is on, and it's Carolina against Detroit, and as my wonderful cousin Justin put it: "Oh...Any amateur high school team can beat Detroit," so it's not exactly an exciting game. Anything I need to know about it my dad yells. I came into my room and realized the neighbor-children were playing outside. Now, I thought there were just the three of them, but somewhere more popped out so I am watching four or five, I think it's the big one's friend and the medium sized one's friend. I don't know why but watching these people can hold my attention for hours, and if you know me, thats a very strange thing. I guess I feel a little stalker-ish, but that's okay. Oh my, one is starting to dance. They were playing some sort of war-like game. They have this old rusty broken down truck in the middle of their yard two were hiding behind. It was like, the big one and his friend against the little one and the medium sized one. *Feels like she is talking about Goldilocks and the three bears.* The little one walked around the side of the truck and killed the big ones, then did a dance. So much dancing. They must be happy. I suppose there isn't any reason for them not to be. They can't be older then 11... maybe I'll go ask them. Whoa, they just ran past my house. The littlest one had a football, followed by a slightly taller one, then the medium sized one, and the big one. Hmm... I guess that means there is just four. Oh wait, there goes another one. I think he got winded, he's all red in the cheeks and breathing pretty hard. He's a little on the hefty side. I wonder where they went. Now I don't have anything to watch. Wait, they ran back. It's okay now. They're kicking the football at the house. What a smart idea. Of course, my experiences with these people hasn't indicated that I should expect anything more. The first time I met them was because they ran into my dad's PARKED car... I had just watched the Lion King and was going to bed but no.. I can't sleep because there was a crashing noise and then people screaming. About two minutes later there was five extra people in the house that were freaking out. Then the neighbors come in, paramedics, police. All I wanted to do was go to sleep! Yep, and just a lot of other things. Maybe I should go outside and stare at them. I think they've seen me sitting in here. 4 days until Christmas, how joyful. Aww, I lost my skewers! I duct taped two together and was putting things on the end to see how they burned. First I tried toothpaste, that um.. didn't do much but burn and flake off. Next I tried hydrogen peroxide, that um, exploded a little. Still nothing excited. I looked around and didn't find anything that would do anything, that sucked. I found some cherry extract (53% alcohol)... that didn't do anything but smell. I think it was a little old. I would have kept trying things, but my stick fell into the fire, burned up, the duct tape (*sniffle* the poor duct tape) melted and turned black. All is left is my memories and a bunch of ashes! boohoo... lol I wub fire. (no wubwub lol don't worry)

Friday, December 19, 2003
Okay, so I was told I needed to update my news and now I have thought up enough words to actually write. Huh, I don't think that made much sense, but leave me alone, heh, I'm sleepy. It's 11:30 and Blake and I just got back from Andrews. Great party ;-) I had fun! Hmm don't know how much to say, but anyway. Today Dad and I drove up to get Blake and Sombat from NCSSM. I missed school and drove for 2+ hours. It wouldn't have taken so long but there was like a moving truck that had caught on fire and spilled over all the lanes. It was a mess, traffic was backed up for a mile or more and you had to go on the shoulder to get past it. That's the longest I've driven I think... like 145 miles? It's alright though, I'm used to sitting for long periods of time. Hehe, I guess I have a seasoned butt? Anyway... Yesterday was weird. Two years ago on the 18th Nikki and I were in a really bad car wreck and I felt horrible all day. I think that was the worst wreck I've been in.. still have a few souvenirs probably *rubs head*. Okay, all other thoughts (I think there were other thoughts) have left my head. I'm sleepy, great night :-D. G'bye.

Saturday, December 5, 2003
Well, I've been behind on my updating haven't I?! Heh, I actually thought of signing up for one of those LiveJournal things and I told myself I could not just abandon this little page thing I have going. That would be mean of me! So, I'm going to stick with it. I am going to change a few things in the new year. Umm... I think that'll be my resolution, to actually work on my site. Yep, I hate having to make resolutions and then forgetting them a week later. Some people say, oh, I'll lose 10 pounds. So they gain 10 pounds and then lose it and are back where they started. Fun! Ooh, or even better, "I'll talk to the person I like." I like that one. It's funny. The person will think about it everyday, tell all their friends about it, etc. They never do it. :-/. I don't understand why not. Talking to someone isn't a big deal. hehe, at the place last night, we were talking about honesty. Honesty like if someone asks you if they look okay and they really don't, do you tell them that they look like crap or lie to them. Most of the Concord people said it was better to just lie to them. I totally disagreed with them. I suppose it's the "major city" vs. "city know only for mall" thing. In my experience, it's better to just tell the person the truth right? If you think they look like a whore or like a prick, most other people will think that too. Not everyone is going to be nice and some people will tease a person about some things like that. So why not just tell them the truth when they ask? Those people who ask you care about what they look like, why not help them out a little? If they don't like your opinion, they won't ask you again. Okay, I think I'm done on that topic. On friday I handed out the teacher recommendations for NCSSM and found out my PSAT score. 57 on the verbal and 68 on the math. I think I need to work on my verbal! But what am I going to do, read the dictionary? Hmm... it might help, but that's a big freaken book. Casey is on the phone now so I'll stop rambling and you all can get back to your lives.

Thursday, November 20, 2003
What's the purpose of a ground breaking? It's just a lot of old, high-up CEO type people in their nice clothes thinking, "Why the h*ll are they making me take this little plastic gold-painted shovel and scoop up dirt? I have not a$s-kissed my way to the top for this!!!" Yeah, how many people do you think these ground-breaking-organizer people call before they finally find enough people to say yes so it looks like someone cares about whatever they are breaking ground for. Of course there are always those people who think by throwing dirt over their shoulder that it will make a good impression on someone. Who someone? Who cares? Annnyway. I've made a little progress on this "Am I going to go to NCSSM" debacle (great word right?). If Chris C. beats me on 3 math tests, then I'm going (if I get in) because apparently "I MUST apply" I guess I will, it's a lot of trouble, and I'm not sure if I even really want to go. I need to go up and spend the night one of these days. We'll see! Another topic, what's up with seeing peoples butts on tv? I mean, pretty people, skinny people, fat people, old people... they're all having the backside filmed! I actually watched part of a show called "It's All About the A$s" Of course, that was on like MTV or something. The news was saying something about obesity and felt it was necessary to put large peoples butts all over the screen. Then sitcoms, dramas, other shows like that-- all feel the urge to plaster actors and actresses derrieres on TV! Well, we can't forget about the porn channels. I don't know what's on those, but well, I'm sure they go right along with my theme ^. I've run out of things to say. I could discuss the Michael Jackson fiasco going on in the news... but well, we'll just see how this turns out. *waves good-bye*...*was proud of using the word debacle, but now doesn't think she used it the right way* hmm... maybe... oh I don't know. You all know what I'm trying to convey *w00t I used another grown-up word* :-D

Friday, November 14, 2003
Okay, another episode of "What Does Bonnie Hate?" I hate... holiday's. Not just one or two of them, but the majority of holidays. Why? It's just a DAY; a day like any other day, but on these days, people get together and decide what they are doing is cool and everyone else is lame. It's something to insult other people, make people feel bad, and all around diminishes some people's already low self-esteem. I don't like holidays. I don't like feeling special; if I do, it means someone else is getting hurt. That's the way it's always been so why should it change now? I'd rather not feel special, I'm fine with not... and no one gets hurt! There was something else I was thinking about, but I'm sleepy now. So ... I'm leaving now. Good-night

Sunday, November 9, 2003
"Who really needs a 64-bit processor? AMD says everyone does. Apple says high-end Mac users do. Corporations that run databases and other large server applications say they do, too. The overclockers and supercoolers who wring every last drop of performance from their heavily modded PCs insist they need a 64-bit processor more than anybody. And the PC gamers who don't realize their 32-bit CPUs already have 80-bit floating-point units and 128-bit multimedia extensions think they need a 64-bit processor because... well, just because. Forget about 'em. Truth is, there's somebody else whose need for a 64-bit processor outshines them all: Intel." ~Maximum PC <--- LOL!!!! That is so great, and true! heh. So I have procrastinated all day long :D yay for me. Mom comes into my room at 7:15am (Sept heures et quart du matin, heh) and says, "Come look at this," and do you know what I did?! I did what any normal teenager would do, I kept on sleeping. She came in a little while later and said, "Come look at the bunny!!!" I thought I was hearing things, so I went back to sleep. When I finally did wake up, and went to see what she was doing, there was a bunny looking at the door we were standing it. It was... not normal. That was the most exciting part of my day, I can't really remember the rest of it, but I just had to update my news to keep people happy, *cough* <*Erik*> *cough* hehe. Have a great... Monday everyone!

Sunday, November 2, 2003
I painted for a while today, and lets face it, painting doesn't require a lot of brain power. So I thought for the two or so hours I was out there. It occurred to me, old isn't determined by your age, what color you wear (lol), physical appearance, how lazy you've become (haha), no.. none of that. It's when you have given into your annoying habits. I mean, because you see some of these "old" people and they are the coolest people you will ever meet, they aren't old! hah. Believe me, in my head earlier the argument was a lot more convincing. Just think about it for a while. The next thing I thought about was ant and other bugs... do they have a social structure like we do? Do they purchase a lot of land to built their house in? Is there a little insect government? And humans will call a small person a shrimp, but do actual shrimp pick on the big ones and call them humans? Because... that would be weird. Yeah, I also came up with that it is a lot easier for someone to control your life then you having to actually do something about it and make decisions. Hmm. To end my day I played tennis! I actually got off my behind and did something. I went to Casey's house and we walked over to Coulwood. I won ;-) nah... I lost, even though we weren't keeping score, that's how badly I lost. *sigh* It's Sunday, I don't want to go to school tomorrow :-(. Good-bye.

Friday, October 31, 2003
Happy Halloween!! Wow I was at school for almost 15 hours, and didn't go to any classes! Hehe it was great. For the first 3 blocks Casey, Chris, Mr. Diamond, Mrs. Lord, and I set up the pep rally. We were going to broadcast it live for the rest of the school to see it. Then the last block of the day we, you know, worked at the pep rally. I'm not sure how else to put it. People kept stepping on the cable! I was mad. Travis actually stood on it and grinded it into the ground, after I told him not to x_X. Grr... the quality after that was okay. I bet it could have been better. But anyway, there were three cameras run by Chris (1), Jigar (2), and Matt (3). Casey ran the board, and I did sound - with help from Chris N. (He played the music and I determined when everyone got to hear it as well as the microphones) I think it sounded pretty good from the tv, of course, I could hear both sides of it, so who knows! Heh. After school, we moved everything back to the library. It's so funny to see 4 or 5 people with carts, tvs, tables, and tripods rolling down the hallway. At least, I felt a bit funny... :-/ It was like a caravan! Hah. So after that, Chris, Casey, and I sat. It seems like when we all get together, we sit. lol. Like that one time over the summer where we sat for 3 hours and didn't notice it. But around 4:30, after trying so hard, Casey couldn't fall through the floor, so we went down stairs, then back to Mr. Diamonds office. I have no idea what we did for the next, like, hour... Probably sitting/laying in the hall, heh. Somehow we ended up in the 1000 wing and decided we should throw the coax cable into the IC it was hanging out of. So I got the key, opened it, and threw the cable in. There was a box that wasn't there the last time I was in there, so I was a little worried because there was a person in there earlier that afternoon that shouldn't have been in there. I went back and told the other two and we went and looked at it. So hm.. Chris and I thought it was a bomb... so Casey kicked it! Yes, in bomb training school when you suspect something to be a bomb, ya kick it. hehehe. Then around 5:30 we were running around to get things from the library because we kept forgetting things and it closes at 6. The last time, Casey and I ran to get the power supply for the camera and on our way back, all out of breath, we run into Justin and Andrew! Ooh, and it was great, Casey and I rode in the gator. The guy driving loved to drive it, it was so much fun! But now I want to drive it. Yeah, then came the game. Cardinals lost - big suprise - 0-15 against North Gaston. People would not stop standing on the fence/wheel chair ramp. Mr. Diamond kept announcing "Another friendly reminder from the Charlotte-Mecklenburg Police: please keep off the wheel chair ramp and take a seat in the Cardinal Stadium." No one moved... I think he should have just said something like, "We paid for these seats, so SIT IN THEM" or do the whole "parent" thing and say, "I've told you 10 times to get off the fence and sit in a chair!!" or, the whole danger thing and, "The Charlotte-Mecklenburg Police have decided that sense you did not want to move from the fence, they're going to electrify it." Yeahh... Maybe that would have worked. Okay, so, I hurt, and am going to sleep now.

Monday, October 27, 2003
Eww... I haven't written in a long time! So hmm... Like, two weekends ago, I went to the mall with Erik, Justin, and Brittany. Which I had a greeeeat time, however, people got a little miffed at me for that. Both because I didn't do anything with them. I'm sorry! Okay, next weekend (last weekend) I went and saw Scary Movie 3 with Casey, Chris, and Alex. It was a little silly, making fun of The Ring and Signs the most. I had sooo much fun! Hehe. Then Casey came back here and helped me do some things which I really appreciate! THANK YOU!!! :-D Ooh, the best and worst part of my weekend... I adopted a little puppy!! She is so cute! Her name is Tia. Heh, TIA/EIA, CompTIA. Get it? Yeah, well anyway, my original dog, Beesey, hates her, so we are going to give her back tomorrow :'(. I hate it!!! I love her, and you know what? She even liked me, the one I have now could care less what I do. This little puppy though, she followed me around and was just so freaken cute! I will share with you all her cuteness. She keeps looking at herself in the mirror, she'll see herself, stop, and stare into the mirror. She is such a girl. She plays!! Ahh, the dog I have now, doesn't play... if you throw a ball, he looks at you like, "What? I hope you don't expect ME to go get that." Yeah, this morning, around 1:30, she laid her head on my bed and about licked my nose to wake me up to take her out. She's such a good puppy. I'm going to miss her! Aww... Nikki brought cake today :-D I think I'm going to go eat it! Yay-ness haha

Saturday, October 11, 2003
Does anyone (besides me) love to look at other people in their cars while they are driving. I think it's so amusing. I mean, you see some people just singing away. They are in their own little world and don't care what they look like to anyone else. It's their time to be themselves, they can cry, laugh, sing, dance... all to some sort of degree - they still have to maintain their driving ability, which some people don't have much of in the first place. I love it though, some people will just be boring and drive. They always end up looking back at you and get freaked out because someone is watching them, so they drive faster or slower depending on who they are. It's great though. I just wonder what's going through their head when they see me looking at them. "OMG why is that girl staring at me?" "Does she have some sort of a problem?" "Why won't she look away" "Am I watching the road????" I'm beginning to understand more of why people have wrecks. hah. They are too busy doing other things. Darn lives... so filled with other things going on not everyone has enough brain power to concentrate on what they are doing. But whatever. I had a great day, except for this splitting pain in the side of my head. It hurts... a lot... Through my eye to my ear then down to my jaw. Just on the left side though. Ahh... Yeah. What made today so great? Well, first of all, I was Brarydog. That was awesome. For those of you who don't know what I mean (which I'm sure is quite a number of you), you are familiar with the people who walk around Carowinds and such with costumes to look like cartoon characters, yes? Well I was dressed up in the Brarydog outfit at Novello. Racheal wore it first, then after about 30 minutes she got too hot and I wore it for 30 minutes. Those things get so hot! I don't know how those people at Carowinds do it all summer. It was great though. All these little kids kept hugging me, some were scared though, and that was great too. I couldn't see out of the head thing except up, and the kids are short, so I think I might have stepped on a few :-X. No one was seriously hurt though. The shoes and the belly were the coolest thing about this outfit though. I mean, it made whoever wore it round. You could jiggle around in it all you wanted. And the shoes, they were huge! Too big for Shaq! It was hard walking in them, you had to pick your feet up really high, and steps! Those were challenging, you had to like, touch your knee to your big belly and then set it back down. Apparently, I looked quite funny going up stairs because Racheal couldn't stop laughing. The next part of my day was great too. Since I didn't go to Casey's house to help him set up his network, he came over and we went to the Holiday Inn. We lost a lot... but we still had fun! lol. We played against each other once... he won one and I won one. Grrr... lol, I'm going to have to get better and then there will be the rematch! muahahaha..... G'night everyone!!!!

Saturday, October 4, 2003
Oooh, I had a long day. I worked people! I worked, outside, manual labor! hehe. Then I came inside, did some homework, and edited pictures w00t! Yeah ask me about the pictures if you want to see. But manual labor... I caulked the barn! Yay for caulk! Hah, funny subject. Ooh, Dad was water sealing the concrete (and surrounding areas) and I started thinking. Those of you who know me might be thinking "uh oh" by now. LoL. j/k. But yeah, you know that person that is always getting on your nerves? And they might be better off being duct taped to the underside of an 18-wheeler? Well, no need for all the anxious waiting for the person to fall off anymore! Just get a baby pool, and fill it with water sealant, then throw the person in. Remove the person before they suffocate from the fumes and you know, hang them on the laundry line or something. After they have been properly ... sealed ... force feed them water until they explode! *evil laughter* That would work, right?

Sunday, September 28, 2003
Ahhh! I so want a camera phone! They are awesome! I went to the Holiday Inn from.. 9-12 tonight and Johnny and I tied with Mom and Dad 4-4. Let me tell you about the people that were there. Well, I'll start with the loudest. There was this girl... woman... whore, whichever. Who, had apparently just been at the Panthers game. She had a Panther bag... with black feathers on it. I mean WOW, what a sight. Then her skirt looked like it would be small on me, but well, she was about 250 lbs or so. ANYWAYS, she kept... screeching. Trying to sound like the Panther growling sound, but no, it didn't work. Later she left with a guy, and came back with a different one. Maybe she was going to do something with that one guy, found a better dressed one, killed the first guy, and came back with that one. The next loudest was this guy... He worked around airplanes and kept trying to flirt with everyone. Dad called him a player. haha. Daddy funny... But yeah, he talked to everyone in the bar at one time or another. He made friends with these two boys. One was 17 and his brother was older then that and was in the Marines. Both were hmm... nice looking. When the bar was closing and my family was leaving, the old "player" guy comes up with the 17 year old's phone. He said, "Excuse me... The 17-year-old wanted to know if he could take a picture of your daughter, he's developed a little crush on her." I was like awww... and I would have let him, but Dad put his arm around me and hurried me out the door. I feel soooo special!!!! But now I have a stabbing pain in my thigh and ankles, so I'm going to go to bed. Good-night all!!!

Saturday, September 27, 2003
I went to work today! hehe. Manufacturing is slow and monotonous work. This is why we have to get a good education people!! While I was driving there today, I noticed something a little odd. The speed limit was 45 mph, then a little while later there was a Work Zone sign. Speed Limit: 50 mph. Usually Work Zones require a driver to go slower, but this one encouraged speed. Almost like it was saying, "Go on, go fast, kill our workers, we'll just get more from the jail in a new months." OOOH work is tiring too, good-night all. :-D

Friday, September 19, 2003
Okay. Drugs- especially heroin. They ruin your life people. How? They kill you... that ruins it right? Ooh, you say you'll just do it once. But that's what kills you. Sure you may think that it won't happen to you. Only people on TV and in those special movies die from drugs, you're careful. So you get high once, and you like it, so you do it again, and again, and before you know it, you're addicted. Pretty soon you've developed a habit, you get high when you're happy, depressed, bored, or it's thursday night, and you found out your ex-girlfriend has a new boyfriend. You call her, and leave a message. You love them, you're sorry they're with the other person. "Good-night grandma" you say as she goes to bed. Then sitting down, with a beer, watching TV... looking at the needle you're about to stick in your arm, you don't think anything of it. It's just another high, a way to escape, to have a little fun in the privacy of your own mind. Who knew it would be your last. We love you Kit.

R.I.P.
Kenneth Troy Hyde
April 7, 1971 - September 19, 2003

Monday, September 14, 2003
Okay, two topics, dress code, and the hurricane. Dress Code: "NOT be worn at school: ... shirts/blouses/tops which exposes the midrift, chest/breasts, or backs" Since when has your back become something you're supposed to cover up?! *Sigh* But... But... I love my back! I see absolutely nothing wrong with showing your back.

Okay the hurricane thing:
Yes: -- Courtney
Ryan: 1 vote for yes
Gabi: i don't think the hurricane will directly hit Charlotte, but we will definitely be hurt from it; right now it's a level 5 hurricane w/winds at about 160 mph; when it gets here, it should be a level 3, which is not quite as strong as hugo was

No: -- Ewren86
Matt: i think most of it will miss us
Nik: Hurricane Isabel sounds like the most serious hurricane we've ever had. I've experienced Isabel's wrath before, and it's not a force to be reckoned with. If it hits us, I'm gonna become a ninja and run away. But.. no, stuff like that doesn't happen in my life, so the actual Hurricane won't hit us... but the person might.

Huh?:
Brandon: what hurricane?
So yeah! Hurricane Isabel... sounds scary. Who knows if it is going to hit us... we will see!

Sunday, September 7, 2003
I love procrastination. Football... Funny sport. It's mostly luck... Okay, so they know the play right? Yeah right, like they are ACTUALLY going to do it. I mean, you have it on a piece of paper, and I'm surrre the coaches do a wonderful job at explaining it, and practicing it, but there are so many things, little things, that make it all screwed up. Like ... wind, and... stupid people. You tell someone to run 20 yards to the west, and they end up running north west and then guess what? The ball hits the ground and it's incomplete. Or you accidently have a confusion in the plays, and two players run into each other at top speed. That's like.. 300 pounds meeting 300 pounds, I'm surprised one of them doesn't like... implode! or at least a little fire started, that would be awesome! But anyways... I am sure you all think I am stupid or ignorant or some other word, obviously, I am not a football player. I still think football is largely based on the thing that everyone just LOVES: dumb luck. It's the best-est thing! Okay, I am going to go work on my homework. I was supposed to finish it, then go play tennis. I'm sorry Casey! I don't think it's going to happen though.
I had another topic for this entry -love-, but I got about half-way through it, when I realized, a lot of people **family wise** would start asking questions, so yeah.. I didn't. And for the particular family member that would ask me about this: Don't worry about it.

Tuesday, September 2, 2003
"The worst is not knowing" -- "No news is good news" Contradicting cliches... I guess the optimistic or pesimistic side in you will come out when picking between the two. But what happens when you don't know what to feel...?

Sunday, August 31, 2003
Alright, how come no one told me my comma's in the dates were screwed?! Aww.. No one reads my news *whine* oh well! I'll talk anyway, I do it IRL, why not on here. Thursday, I went to the eye doctor, and now I have a contact. Not two, just one. Matt finds that hilarious... and I don't see why!! lol. I suppose it's a bit odd. I only wear one. Friday, my grandma picked me up from school at 1:30 and well, I took the long way home. We rode 145 miles up I-85 to get Blake, then 145 miles back down I-85 home. Phew! What a trip. It wasn't bad though, my grandma is a trip! ahhahaha She's great. A few of you have met her, but yeah, all you other people are lucky enough! :-P. Yesterday... I washed cars... and didn't electrocute myself! I figured I wouldn't have the extension cord out there while I was washing the cars. Yeah, then Blake and I went to the mall, and came back. I tell you! My life is just so interesting huh? Yeah, after we came home, I tortured Blake... trying to put his earring in (for those of you who don't know, my brother has his cartilage pierced -- on the left year). Ooh.. the only exciting thing about yesterday: Blake and I went driving around the neighborhood. One song- Blake drove, then the song stopped- STOOOP, put the car in park, seat belts off, doors open... running around the car, get in opposite sides, seat belts, gear: drive, GOOO! Ahh that was fun. Yep. Ooh, but yeah, how many of you have heard about the old lady who killed, like, 4 people while parallel parking? That's just sad! Makes you wonder what she was thinking. It was outside of Starbucks or something, so those of you who LOVE Starbucks will know that you can just get so excited about getting a good parking place in front of Starbucks. Excited enough to kill 4 people and send 3 to the hospital? Maybe she was in an SUV... you know those new ones.. very nice. You could live in the thing. Actually, four people could live in it, and never have to see one another. They are HUGE. If you whacked someone over in one of those, you probably couldn't feel it, maybe a little bump, but oh, that could just be a curb. I suppose she had to see these mass numbers of people standing there. Maybe she just though, "Oh they'll move" and proceeded to park. Yeah who knows. I apologize if this little entry thinger isn't very understandable, it's like 10:00 AM. I'm going back to bed :-D

Thursday, August 21, 2003
Today... Oprah talks SEX. hehehe. That was a great one. There was a doctor on there, I think she was a little perverted. She was saying how she has young girls come in her office, have them take off their clothes, give them a mirror, and point out what they know about uh.. themselves. Then she get's them to "explore" themself while she watches. Does that seem wrong to anyone but me? Yeah, but then they were talking about the sexual revolution. And how, now since there is birth control, girls are doing things for pleasure, but still... some are just wrong about it and are "servicing" guys (Oprah's words, not mine) at too young of an age. I think that's just wrong. Girls are being used. Most of the time, they know it and do it anyway. There was a quote -->"Girls are becoming lesbians to get attention and to attract guys" That just makes no sense. None... AT ALL. If they like guys, then why would they do something to turn them on, but then not be able to have them? *looks confused* Er... I personally don't see what's so great about seeing two girls (or guys for that matter) kiss. It's just like two heterosexual people kissing... except, they are the same sex. woohoo.. big deal? You still can't have either one of those people, they are kissing someone else! Okay, Oprah went away, I am done with that topic now, the news is on. Who heard about that boat/car accident? That's just CRAZY. I mean, morning, you are driving your boat around, (probably after a few... hundred... drinks) and yeah, what goes through your mind to decide... Hey, lets jump the highway. WHERE does that make annnny sense?! Well I suppose if you are drunk enough, you just act like Bevis and Butthead with the "Heh, heh, heh,"'s and such, and get those ingenious thoughts about jumping highways. Yeah, I'd hate to be that car. Just like, driving home from work or something and then casually looking around you suddenly see a BOAT coming at you. You think, naw, that can't be a boat... boats don't drive, or fly, you must just be sleepy. So then you take a sip of coffee and OHMIFREAKENGOSH... a boat hits your car. What a way to start your day. The supervisor was obviously sleeping on that job. This is why there is always the lazy person sitting in the middle of everything watching all the hard work being done... someone has to do the thinking ;-).

Saturday, August 16, 2003
"You know what bugs me?" "Not yet!" -- My mothers favorite response. That bugs me, too, but not what I am going to tell you all about today. I hate it when adults act like they are so much better then me (or any other teenager for that matter) just because they are older. I know I am supposed to have respect for my elders and all of that, but shouldn't they at least acknowledge that I am there, and also have rights in a public place. I was playing pool at the Holiday Inn where there are two tables there. One was occupied by a man (late 40s) and his ... female companion (whorish kind of old-trying-to-be-young woman), and Johnny and I were playing at the other. Well, I had a shot on the side of the table that was in between the two tables, so I went over there and was about to shoot, when this guy just comes right behind me and takes his shot, like I wasn't there. I maybe be just a teenage girl, but I was there first! I think he was trying to impress that woman he was with. By the way- he lost to her. But that's okay, I know how she won. She used her whore-ness. It was sad though. She kept calling him "Baby" in that old-woman-that's-been-smoking-and-now-has-emphysema voice. Plus she was wearing a shirt that was barely more then a square piece of fabric tied behind the neck and on her back. It was nasty. I mean, I might have been able to pull that off, but lets just say things, gravity has had an effect on her. Things were level with a piercing that I have... haha, it wasn't pretty. Yeah, today's been a long day. I hurt... I electrocuted myself accidently today. Lets just say: plugged-in broken extension cord, water, and my foot...
Good-night

Friday, August 15, 2003
*sniffle* I am sad... This is like... a regular weekend, with *whispers* school on monday. I am sad, I can no longer sit in the middle of the hallway, wander around, attach myself to teachers (haha Chris), and the list goes on! *sigh* Kazaa(LITE) is starting to annoy me. Oh believe me, I have NOTHING against their mission or whatever, but the government is where I'm having problems. I bet they pay more to those people who are trying to users to stop sharing files, pirating software, all of that, then the music people are losing. And so what if the music people lose a little bit of money, they are WAY overpaid anyway. Most of them claim to do it for the love of music anyway, so why aren't the CD's like... $1.00, you know, the price it costs to make a CD? (Yes, I realize it's more then that, but it sure isn't $15). Back to the topic though. IT IS SO ANNOYING to try to download a song and all you get is static, or beeps, or high-pitched squealing noises. The only thing those songs are good for is putting them on a CD and giving it to all the people who are wanting CD's from you, but don't want to wait. HAH-- they'll get what's coming to them alright. But yeah, it's late and I have gotten confused about what I was talking about and where I was going with that, ask me on AIM or something and I will continue my rantings at you. G'bye.

Wednesday, August 13, 2003
Okay, two things to mention today. One, those silly teenage girl magazines. Yes, I am a teenage girl (and yes I am sure!!!) but goodness!!! Not like these individuals. I was reading the little embarrassing moments thing, and most of them dealt with this teenage girl and her encounter with her 'crush'. They are like, "OMG, Yesterday, at the mall, I saw my crush, and I, like, wanted to impress him, so, like, I walked by him in this really, really, really short skirt... but OMG his little bratty brother, like, tripped me! I fell flat on the floor! Ohmigosh it was so totally embarrassing." Okay, so maybe I'm exaggerating, but only a little! I mean, really... who gets that worked up about falling over?! I fall over, run into crap, trip, etc. ALL the freaken time! Even in front of the people I like (not to mention the people I hate, people I don't know, adults, and pretty much everyone else)! Okay, so off of that topic now and on to... THE FOOD CHANNEL! Okay, the truth of the Food Channel... uncovered! It is secretly related to those porn channels! Really, no kidding. You hear - or maybe some of you have seen - about those shows or movies or whatever that take common movies, books, tv shows, etc. and change the name for the uh... appropriate happenings or something. The food channel does the same thing!! I know, I was shocked, who woulda thought food would have any relation to sex... ;-) You nasty thought-ed people! In case you are still perplexed about what I am talking about here is an example: Food Channel - Oliver's Twist (parody of Oliver Twist) and Porn Channel: Whore of the Rings (parody of Lord of the Rings). Yeah, thinking---not good. haha

Monday, August 11, 2003
Today was really weird. Without Blake here, I'm the only kid. I mean before he was just in his room and did nothing anyway ;-) but then at night he would come out and watch tv. Even though he was on his laptop the whole time, he was still here. So yeah, Mom went to sleep and now I am lonely :-(. Yeah, I painted my nails and wowie... no one better light a match- the whole house would catch on fire. Yeah okay, I didn't go to school today. Mom said I needed to stay home and have a summer vacation. So yeah, I stayed home for a day, how boring, I'm ready to go back... not to the 8 class, homework school- but the school were I get to run around with power tools :-D. Oh, if you haven't heard lately- my mother has been trying to whack me with a Bible. It's probably not what you think. hehe. There was something wrong with my wrist and as an old wives' tale, you read a passage out of the Bible and then whack your wrist with the Bible, and it goes away. But yeah, we don't have a Bible in the house and there was no way she was coming after me with a Bible. If we were religious it might be another story, but we aren't! lol. So yeah, today I went to the doctor and they colored me-- okay, cleaned my skin with iodine-- froze my hand, and gave me a shot of steroids. Isn't that fun! Now my wrist hurts more... *shakes head and walks away*

Saturday, August 9, 2003
*Sniffle* Blake left for school today. Aww... I'll miss him. LoL, yes you all, I will. So yeah, I'm home alone from like... 9 to 4. Seven FREAKEN hours!? Do you know how scared I am about to get? (It's 10:36 AM right now) To keep myself busy I have been taking those quizilla tests. Is that not just great? Here is the "Which Happy Bunny Are You" one...:

congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud
brought to you by Quizilla
Yeah I don't know about that one! Ahahaa... Here's a "Which Woman of Shakespeare Are You?" Quizzie results:
Helena
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And I realllly don't know where that one came from! But the next one is worse-- "Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?"
Raver Bear
brought to you by Quizilla
None of those make a whole lot of sense.. but okay! I'm done taking tests for now, more later - Maybe.
I found out an interesting little event that happened in my family a few saturdays ago... it's so typical of us! -- So yeah, one Saturday night, the family went out to eat- with Grandma. By the time they got to the restaurant, it was storming preeeaty hard. Dad opened the umbrella so Mom and Grandma could get out and not get wet. Grandma got out and was standing under the umbrella. Mom couldn't get out because her mother was in the way, so she said, "Go!" and sure enough, Grandma took off running... through the rain, headed toward the restaurant. Mom screamed, "Noo!!" and grabbed the umbrella and ran after her, leaving Dad standing in the rain. So Dad ran after the other two, Mom never caught up with Grandma, and by the time they got to the restaurant door... they were all soaking wet... I love my family :-D

Wednesday, August 6, 2003
Yeah I kind of forgot to finish writing yesterday. Nothing happened though, all boring and crap. But yeah, today was uh... fun. I enjoy being yelled at, trapped, and not in control... Doesn't everyone?! Eh, I love my friends. A friend is the best thing you can be, in my opinion. There is no pressure in being a friend, you don't have to worry about what they expect from you. If you do something they don't like, or visa-versa, then it can be worked out. Other relationships though... there is more at stake, more to lose and less to gain. Eh... I don't know what I'm talking about. I'll shut up now.

Tuesday, August 5, 2003
Wow... I started this news thing, then my life got boring. Hah.. it was always boring. I can't really express everything here, because of 'layers'. We talked about that one night, only about... 3 people who read this will understand, but they might not. I have continued to go to school this summer. I know, SOME *points elbow at Nikki* people think I'm stupid for this, but I don't really care :-D. I have her computer. hehe. It's almost fixed. Has a problem with restarting, but I think my Dad fixed that. OoOwEe!

Friday, August 1, 2003
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOPHIE! I give a rats backside :). Today is weird... Something is wrong, but I don't know what it is. How many of you read the book "Madeline" when you were younger. There were twelve girls in an orphanage or something, and the smallest one was Madeline. Well, one night the orphanage mother person woke up and said, "Something is not right." She went into the room where all the girls slept and found Madeline sick... she had appendicitis or something. But yeah, I have that feeling and I don't know why. I went to Carowinds today, it was really weird, I saw Reid again. I had fun though. Chris did the bungee jump thing, that looked really cool, he was just kind of floating all around there. hehe. After that I went by Casey's house, did the whole 'tour' thing. I like his house. Then I came home. (Note: If you aren't at all techy and such, you may not have a clue about what I'm talking about) Nikki's computer is all screwed up again. That sucks. I had it working the other day, then Dad says it didn't start up, I believe him and all, then he reinstalled Window's ME. AGGHHH. Now the D-Link Wireless Adapter won't work on her computer. All the drivers are there, but the computer doesn't recognize it. It worked the last time I installed Windows! I called D-Link tech support after I tried everything I knew, they put me on hold for 10 minutes. Now I think I could do a very informed commercial for D-Link. *sigh* I'm going to... sleep or something.

Thursday, July 31, 2003
"Everybody needs something to see, something to feel, and something to be. Everybody needs something as proof, something in hand to know the truth." -- Grits "Believe" It's a great song. I actually heard it at Christian Camp... and liked it. If I only got one thing out of that trip, it was this song. You all should download it. Go on, open Kazaa(LITE) or whatever you have and download Grits - Believe. Yay! Tell me what you think of it. Okay, today I went to the Bank of America data center. At least I didn't pass out on this field trip! hehe :) It wasn't too bad. I learned you can double a starting salary of 34k a year in six years. Funny how that is what I remember most... well, that and the floors. Interesting floors. They weren't... stable. Like, there was the floor, then there was another floor like 6 inches above it and that is what you stood on, but those 6 inches were air conditioned. Oh, weirdest thing happened when we left. I ran into Reid, one of the people I met on the Jekyll Island trip last week. That scared me... haha.

Wednesday, July 30, 2003
This is the first time I have done this in a while! So yeah, if it sucks, tell me I guess. I probably won't do anything about it, but constructive criticism is always fun. If you have anything you'd like me to put up in here, then just contact me. Yeah, today has been boring so far. Well, if you know me then most of my life has been boring. I found out that I have to get my wisdom teeth out in a year or so :'-( otherwise they will grow out through my skin... That wouldn't be too attractive, would it? Ooh. I was so proud of myself today, I fixed Nikki's computer. *yey* I was called a computer nerd for it, but whatever! I'd rather be a computer nerd then computer illiterate! But yeah, it's raining now. That sucks. The ... hole in our backyard is going to fill up and... collapse. *mutters obscene words...*