Poetry
Waiting Sitting in my dark confines. Alone with myself feelings of despair overwhelm me Wondering... if I will ever break free. Self worth diminishing with every negative thought. When will I ever be able, to do anything right? Fighting so diligently to overcome this madness. Trying to find a way out. There must be one. Life is a game that I feel as though I am losing. Every day, going deeper, into my dark confines. Knowing there will be an end to all this madness. Waiting is the name of the game. Waiting in my dark confines. Stop asking why I hurt for you can never understand Stop trying to share your joy for the pain clings too deep Just softly turn down your light and let the shadows comfort me And allow me to embrace my illusions alone That the screaming will someday be silent Just broke my heart again.... Love could never be my friend... I love you, but I let you go, may you never know that I still love you so!! Tears are streaming from my eyes, following the only lies - I have ever told you. The words it's over, this is it... In my heart they just don't fit. Still they had to be said, it had to be done, not everything in this world is supposed to be fun. (What the heck is fun!?) Just broke my heart, a part of me hope I broke yours too, a part of me hopes the words didn't get through, a part of me hopes you've never really loved me -see that's how it's supposed to be... I miss you, in my dreams I still kiss you. Sorry, I had to let you go, but I'll always love you so. |
