maybe I don't want you to have the satisfaction
I'll just let my baby
live with the benefit of the doubt
although I hide nothing
nothing is taken away
maybe I will not let you have
that top cherry
that adds dignity
but has no essence in it.
I know I gave up on it -
I have done so from my birth
but it's time to grow stupid
from when i unfolded stupidity
into reality
stupidly set fire of my marks
stupidly bothered to make an effort
to object.
I will now put an end to my giving it up
so I will not let you have the smallest piece of goldust
i will object to it ,
i will fight, if necessary.
.
but you won't ever have it
(stupidly)
never.
and lastly, I just wanted to add -
that there's no one in the world i hate now more than you.