am I facing reality now? with this escape it's easy to set guilty ones in a row for the ball to strike out.

am I feeling happy now? that everyone is gone they all whisper and they're gone. wax me with lubricant i will glow in the dark i will glow in your dark scratching up a tree facing up my forests is it enough for me?

am I being persistent now? fleeing with my army of powerwords when it crashes down you can still save me if you like.

so help me if I'm being over selfish (am I?) keep me safe when I'm over excited (am I?) search for flowers that grow of rotten meat bark at trees one at a time while I am gone (am I???)

and so we're back again and so we have a chance again we are being happy people we are being proud. we are here (am I?) we are alive and (well, am I - ?) -