How do you swallow fear

How do you swallow fear with broken teeth? eat a cake, stuff it down your stony throat a cake full of bricks and corners how do you make it break? How do you walk around with a steel erection of 99 cm. your dream- you run with it your fantasy- in a sandy world. (you love it) How do you say a word when you haven't learned to fear and how did you get so bad when you're still innocent. One day, you'll steal yourself right back you'll wake in the morning leaving the fantasy behind, you'll brake yourself free to pieces further away from eachother. But you will not know how to swallow fear yet and the tainted stones of cake will stick. You will be one bunch of pieces that won't fit. How can you not be re-educated? How can you not fit anymore?

How do you swallow fear, shifting it tightly, like sand sand that gets into your already broken teeth.