Broken
Mood:  hungry
Now Playing: Broken -- Seether featuring Amy Lee
It's been 79 days since Greg walked out of my life. Out of HIS life. He escaped reality. It's going to crush him when it finds him. I'm torn. On the one hand, I love him to pieces and want him to have a fabulous life, preferably with me. On the other hand, I realize I can't hold my breath for this guy, so I'm moving on. I have fun most of the time, but it hurts me when I least expect it. I went to Balboa Park last week, with a guy I met online. It was never intended to be a date. I'm not ready for dating, really. Anywho...on the way there, I passed my old neighborhood and remembered Greg dropping me off after one of our first dates, and I got a little sad. And then I got to the park itself, and I nearly fell apart. Greg and I used to hang out there a couple of times a month, and we had a few special occasions there too. I miss him all the time, in everything I see.